Well, that is a talent and a wonderful one at that. Though it'd be even better if you didn't have to feel sorry for yourself. So, don't. You too are a wonderful person. >:
XD
Well, why did I get into DGM? Hm... Neiko_Star told me it was a good series. One night I felt like watching something that wasn't any of the relaxed shoujo series I was watching at that time (which are still on hold XD), so I decided to start D.Gray-Man.
Easy to tell I wasn't disappointed.
And about her..; Well one day she went shopping, having the idea of buying a manga. She came home with the first DVD of D.Gray-man, because of the reason I told you earlier: Kanda reminded her of Alto.
When I came home after a week from a trip, she told me: "hey, I started watchin DGM"..
And I was like :"! Me too!"
That was fun. And then we (re)watched the first 8 episodes together. That was even more fun. XD
And apparently it's quite a popular series in Europe. A friend of mine who frequents the conventions closeby (London Expo, Japan Expo (Paris), F.A.C.T.S (Belgium), Abunai (the Netherlands) and more) told me that she often sees DGM cosplayers or merchandise. She even has a friend whom they call Kanda because he cosplays him so often.
Talking about Japan Expo.. I'll be going to it this year. First time attending a big convention, third time I actually go to one. XD