Sweets Witch

Haha if only.

Phone number, email, a date, sex. Usually.

That don't work. If people are approaching with an objective, they're not going to be deterred by headphones. I've tried to ignore people that way and then they touch me to get my attention and urgh.

Ooh no I want to get out of the conversation as fast as possible. :(

Hahaha at least you get to do it for entertainment value. I have to do it to protect myself. :|

Ooh I got the art of lying to random people at the bus stop DOWN. It's a necessary thing.

But where do you even meet people???

Making new friends is hard though. :(

That's weird cause all of mine are the exact opposite. Maybe it's just the colleges idk but it's not like my friends went to super great schools, they're just at pretty good ones in-state.

That makes so much sense. I really wish I was a person who was capable of doing college. My friends who are there are just having the best time and they don't have to care about crap like rent and jobs and maintaining a professional attitude. They can just chill and do their own thing and have fun learning and I can't and it makes me sick.

Not much, really. Since I'm expected to do something and know what I want to aim for now.

I'd like to think so, but there really doesn't seem to be. :|

It's good that you've found something you like~ I'm kind of resigned to the fact that I never will.

Exactly! I wish it was easier to jump from job to job. Cause I pick up on things pretty fast and am a good worker, why shouldn't I just be able to get myself hired doing pretty much anything? Entry & mid-level jobs, fine, I don't care. If I find something I love I can make a career out of it. But I shouldn't have to choose one thing as a young adult and do that for the next forty years or so.

I've resigned myself to the fact that work is a necessary thing that is always going to suck. There's nothing I'll really enjoy doing for a living. :|

Yeaaah. I was kind of up till 5am because I didn't realize. And then I slept for a long tim and then I didn't do much. Days off are nice <3

That's not good. And also reminds me I haven't eaten of drank anything today either.

Well also I haven't been out of bed but still.

Aww. :( Drink some water! Mum claims that's the cure for everything.

Yeahhh. Yesterday I was like "OMG I'M GOING TO GET SO MUCH DONE WHEN I GET HOME" and then I had like eight moronic customers, an extra half hour of helping in a separate department, not enough time to get anything to eat before the mall closed, and eventually made it home at like 11:30. and then I was just done.

Bleah. Guess I'm not missing out on anything then~

Aw man I was motivated yesterday and now I'm not anymore. I always end up with motivation when I can't do anything about it. Like when I'm at work. :(