At least you have something to work on right now, never mind all the bad things, there's still some positive thoughts and good things in you and what you are doing.
Me? I don't even know what I'm doing. All I know is that I'm gonna fail the test because I can't get my determination to even study correctly, yet I'm still addicted to my phone. I don't even know what my future looks like. So in all seriousness, you're far better. And also, people who knows me socially; either online or irl, will always remember me for being extremely rude and my nasty attitude. So there you go. All you need to know about me.
Anyway, whatever you're doing with life, I hope you're enjoying it. As long as you are truly happy, everything is okay for you.