Lily!

WHY HELO,

Why are all my friends night-owls that get on when I'm winding down?

I've spent the past couple of days watching Slayers on AnimeFreak.tv (where I watch all my anime). It's only 26 episodes, so I finished this afternoon. I found myself becoming attracted to one of the characters in it. Good thing there are more series to watch, though I'll start on the next one probably tomorrow.

Thanks. I am feeling better simply because it's the vacation now, just so long as I can keep my mind occupied. Boredom is the leading cause of bad/depressive thinking for me, as my mind will wander where it shouldn't if I don't keep it on something else. I'm not terribly depressed to begin with anyway, just kind of hurt and rather cynical about the whole "why can't I only fall in love with those who will actually return the favor" thing. I've been single for over a year, and it wouldn't be a bother to me if I didn't fall in love at all. But I did, so now I have to start back over with returning my focus to myself and only myself. It gets old. Twice is two times too many to be rejected. :/

Nothing you draw looks half-assed. Those Pokami things that you think of as simple doodles are about as far from half-assed as doodles can get.

I don't get on MSN, either. I use Yahoo more, and have been regaining people to talk to on there, and it talks to most of my MSN friends anyway, so I usually don't see the need to log in to more than one thing (plus I just can't get used to MSN's interface, it's too big and, for lack of better term, poofy).

Right now I'm busy examining this suspicious hair I found stuck to my shirt. Though I shed a lot, this is thicker and darker than mine, and sort of... wavy. Kind of like... that guy's hair. *shot*

I may have let him go, but it's gonna be quite a while before I really let him go. In the meantime, I've been watching some anime and found me a new bishie~

I'm not really into that sort of thing. It got old for me kinda fast. If you do want me to get on, though, ask during the day. I'm out of school and have nothing of dire importance to do these days, but I prefer to paint during the day, and just troll around/talk at night.

And no, you aren't being selfish at all, or a burden :3

Lol, I was bored for a while because no one was on, be they online friends or IRL friends, so I played some Majora's Mask. I'm through with it for the day, though, and now like, everyone's on~ |D

Haha neither. I love painting on canvas. c:

OH GOD THAT IS AWEEESOMEKMSFKGNSFKJBGNSDGFSDKGJNDFSKGJF;LKGMS

When are you doing that? Let me know!

Well, of course! I may be artisitcally chalenged, but I still know that great art takes more time than just a few minutes to make.

AND IT'S SO HARD.

ehh i'm getting there.

Well, aren't you on late?

It's been slow lately. Not much happening. I haven't even felt any insidious impulses lately, and not even my evil inspirational theme is helping.

BTW I changed my vid. Again. This time it's my evil inspirational theme. Just a few minutes listening to it, and all of my nefarious urges come rushing back...though it's been surprisingly ineffective lately. Not that anyone cares about any of that.

LOL SURE.

I would say the artwork is better than the game. XD

Thanks, it is one of my favorite games. <3 I also like the artwork. ;O

You sure did~ :3

These days, I really need it. I need to return to myself and to innocence.

I think i gotta try making a Linkmin so our themes match again :0!

EXCEPT IT WILL BE OPPOSITE.

Well, I DID managed to get a bit of sleep. Not as much as I'd've liked though...

WII NIID MOAR STUF TWO TOK ABUOT

Hai!!! Lol
I can't stand summers down here because it's too hot, but ohwell.

I wished my WiFi worked, so I can play my platinum. >.<

FOCK FOCK FOCK FOCK LILEEEEE

Alright, I'm going to try to get some sleep. Four nights of insomnia in a row doesn't necessarily mean there'll be a fifth, right...?

Well, if nothing else, I'll be back in an hour or so...

Like I said, that's not even the main reason.

To sum it up in one sentece, I'm convinced that this world, no, reality in general, is all a massive fraud, that nothing we can see or feel or hear or taste is real, that there's something inherently intangible beyond all of it...

That was one very long sentence, and even it doesn't do my little philosophy justice.

Random thoughts...uh-huh. My brother and I, back before we hated each other, had a game where one of us would say the very first thing that came to mind, and ther other one would blurt out the first thought that popped up as a result of the first, and we kept going until one of us said something that the other just couldn't come up with a response for. I'd win frequently. Obviously, a game like that wouldn't work nowadays.