[Showcase] a messy, messy gallery

hey remember me.

it's your boy back at it again with another art gallery.

i draw wolves and furries and very rarely i dabble in drawing humans. anyway here's my recent crap from this year. three two one go. (warning: some of this stuff is pretty graphic and may trigger some people so proceed with caution please).

[tw: violence/gore, suicidal themes, self-harm, implications of sexual abuse]




[tw: violence/gore, suicidal themes, self-harm]




[tw: self-harm, implications of suicide]




links to my deviantart and insta where i post more art are in my signature. ehhhhh h hope you liked my stuff i guess

[tw: implications of self-harm, drug use and alcohol use]

YAAAAAA

art

yikes i haven't posted here in a while.

vent art sketch thing. i havent done traditional art in a while.

commission

commission

vent art

whoa sorry for not posting here in a while.

hi i haven't been on here in a hot minute. tbh... my art really hasn't changed much lol.

oldest to newest:
tw: drugs/drug addiction, alcohol/alcoholism, self-harm, mental illness/suicidality


tw: drug use, self-harm




next segment is part of a monthly art challenge i tried (and failed) to complete where i drew a favorite pokemon everyday


tw: self-harm




tw: drug use






tw: self-harm, drug use, eating disorders


tw: body horror


tw: alcoholism mention


next segment is sketches i did in crayon while in the psych ward. all lyrics are various songs from frightened rabbit's "painting of a panic attack" album
tw: mental illness, addiction, self-harm, suicidality


after leaving the psych ward, i had little to no motivation to draw for several weeks. i started drawing again after receiving copic markers for my birthday, and stuck with traditional media to try and get myself back into the groove of things. i'm still not back into it, nearly a year later, but i'm really trying. i want to get back into art again and find motivation.

tw: addiction, self-harm




tw: self-harm, drugs




tw: addiction, self-harm




tw: suicidality, self-harm, addiction










thanks for reading

Look, I know art is about expression, and lord knows I've been there (I'm supposed to draw what panic looks like today for therapy, as a matter of fact). But there's a line you're getting close to crossing.

I'm not going to pretend to know what you're dealing with, but I am a recovering heroin addict, self harmer, and alcoholic. If your art is not just dramatized depictions of suffering, and is instead reflective of your actual actions, please get help.

Fairy said:

Look, I know art is about expression, and lord knows I've been there (I'm supposed to draw what panic looks like today for therapy, as a matter of fact). But there's a line you're getting close to crossing.

I'm not going to pretend to know what you're dealing with, but I am a recovering heroin addict, self harmer, and alcoholic. If your art is not just dramatized depictions of suffering, and is instead reflective of your actual actions, please get help.

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i'm fine. don't worry about it.

stuff. mainly commissions.

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commissions are still open and are available 50-70% off for a limited time. you can dm me on any of my linked social media (including here) for more info.

an illegible mess. said:

i'm fine. don't worry about it.

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Tbh I was pretty emotionally charged when I wrote that post. Close to home, ya know? Keep doing you; you make great art and deserve to share it without me projecting onto you, haha.

This works are adorable!

Already in love with your art works!

The anatomy in your quadrupedal (less anthropomorphized?) animals is really good, I like the angles and poses and lines.
A lot of these are quite heavy, I do hope you'll continue to get better! Take care. Vent art can be very cathartic and is certainly a safer way to cope.
The colours are quite nice too!

just some small stuff, nothing too great. thank you all for the comments.

tw: blood/gore, selfharm, drugs, alcohol, mental health/illness.




tw: smoking

I know I'm late to this but your OC as an Animal Crossing character is cute af.

hey i'm back. hope it's okay to just throw some shit here. these are from around 2020 to now. i took some pretty big gaps in art... a lot happened in 2020 for me. someone very close to me passed away, i became homeless, etc etc. in a better situation now thankfully.

tw: drug use, self-harm


tw: drugs, blood






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i got a new tablet (it has a screen yaaaay) since my old tablet, while still operational, was really starting to show its age. small active area, covered in scratches, etc. it's been helping so much with creativity and i'm taking a figure drawing class weekly (just a night class, i'm not enrolled in college or anything rn). this has also really helped me and has forced me to just. draw every week and practice anatomy. hoping i can draw more because i miss it so much and it's just been too long.