Eliana
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Well, it?s almost been a year.
A year since what? You may ask. Well, a few things. Its been 3 years and a around a month since I moved from Israel, and left many of my friends behind, to return to America.
A day which is coming up very soon is the day I joined PC. But it wasn?t just the day when I transferred from being just some person online- it was a day when I started a journey which I had to take.
I think its time I told you my online life before I got to PC. I just feel that I have to tell many of my friends here my past because they don?t know. And I know a few of you (very few of you) know what I?m talking about.
It all started back in around June 2003. It was around the time when I started using computers.
Before that, I had no clue about anything such as spam, flaming, and such. I was just surfing the net when I discovered a site- a digimon site in particular. It belongs to a member here, but I won?t use names for respect towards this member. I?m not going to get into details, but at that point of time I was probably one of the worst spammers around. But the sad thing is- I never knew. I didn?t know what I was doing wrong. So I continued. My reputation continued to sink lower and lower into the dirt. At one point I realized how terrible the way I was and continuously said I was going to leave. I never did. Something held me back? I don?t know what?but I never left. And yet- many people always were there for me, even if I was always annoying. At that point the owner of that site suggested this site to me. So I figured I would join.
That day I joined PC. And that day I realized- I had to stop. There was no other option. I had to learn- I had to learn that I wouldn?t always have the highest post count, my name wouldn?t always be shown as last posted on each forum, and I wouldn?t be a mod everywhere. And I did. It was hard, but I did. It took a year, but I did.
Therefore, as of November 12th, 2004, I fully proclaim myself, a full member at PC.
Also, from that day, I will have reached the goal of my journey- a dream which always seemed so far away, yet so near. Like the clouds. They look so close, but you know they are so high, you could never reach them. To touch them would be impossible. Yet I did so. And I?m proud. But yet, I didn?t to it myself. All of my friends- every single one of you- helped me. You helped me through hard times, when I thought it would never be all right. And for that-
Thank you. I never thought I would get this far. Never. But yet I did. And now that I?ve said this, I actually feel better about my past which should have never happened. I can finally move on. Its something I could never do. I don?t think I could go on without PC. Really, I don?t think I could.
Thanks again, you helped me touch the sky,
--Eliana
I thought I'd post this...Mods please dont close this, as I wish if people want to respond for some reason they can. Thanks.
A year since what? You may ask. Well, a few things. Its been 3 years and a around a month since I moved from Israel, and left many of my friends behind, to return to America.
A day which is coming up very soon is the day I joined PC. But it wasn?t just the day when I transferred from being just some person online- it was a day when I started a journey which I had to take.
I think its time I told you my online life before I got to PC. I just feel that I have to tell many of my friends here my past because they don?t know. And I know a few of you (very few of you) know what I?m talking about.
It all started back in around June 2003. It was around the time when I started using computers.
Before that, I had no clue about anything such as spam, flaming, and such. I was just surfing the net when I discovered a site- a digimon site in particular. It belongs to a member here, but I won?t use names for respect towards this member. I?m not going to get into details, but at that point of time I was probably one of the worst spammers around. But the sad thing is- I never knew. I didn?t know what I was doing wrong. So I continued. My reputation continued to sink lower and lower into the dirt. At one point I realized how terrible the way I was and continuously said I was going to leave. I never did. Something held me back? I don?t know what?but I never left. And yet- many people always were there for me, even if I was always annoying. At that point the owner of that site suggested this site to me. So I figured I would join.
That day I joined PC. And that day I realized- I had to stop. There was no other option. I had to learn- I had to learn that I wouldn?t always have the highest post count, my name wouldn?t always be shown as last posted on each forum, and I wouldn?t be a mod everywhere. And I did. It was hard, but I did. It took a year, but I did.
Therefore, as of November 12th, 2004, I fully proclaim myself, a full member at PC.
Also, from that day, I will have reached the goal of my journey- a dream which always seemed so far away, yet so near. Like the clouds. They look so close, but you know they are so high, you could never reach them. To touch them would be impossible. Yet I did so. And I?m proud. But yet, I didn?t to it myself. All of my friends- every single one of you- helped me. You helped me through hard times, when I thought it would never be all right. And for that-
Thank you. I never thought I would get this far. Never. But yet I did. And now that I?ve said this, I actually feel better about my past which should have never happened. I can finally move on. Its something I could never do. I don?t think I could go on without PC. Really, I don?t think I could.
Thanks again, you helped me touch the sky,
--Eliana
I thought I'd post this...Mods please dont close this, as I wish if people want to respond for some reason they can. Thanks.
