Sorry, what I forgot to say was that I'm 14 (nearly 15)and my mother thinks I'm to old for Pokemon. She says that Pokemon is only for 10 years old kids and not for teenagers, but I don't think so. I mean in Japan for example, there are also 40 years old people who still play the games, watch the movies or even collect Pokemon plushies! It's non-sense that Pokemon is for yong kids. It's not just an anime or jst a game, it's much more than that. My mother will propably never understand that. In last 2 months I've changed much. I felt a close connection to Hikari/Dawn (the new girl from D&P) and now I'm just like her. I dress like her, talk like her behave like her and even cut my hair last week just like her! My mother doesn't know yet that I "am" a Pokemon character, she just says that I've changed a lot. But there's one thing I haven't told anybody yet, neither my friends nor my mum. I thought I would never tell it anybody, but now I see that it just would be crowadly not to tell. I know it doesn't really suit to this forum, but just have to confess it... OK... I watch Pokemon for nearly 5 years I I always thought that Satoshi/Ash is a cool guy, but after some time it has changed. I know this might sound stupid, but I felt something for him. My feelings grew stronger, but I have ignored it. There was a time I even got rid of Pokemon for a certain time, because I got scared somehow. I thought there was something wrong with me, but as soon as I saw an episode of Pokemon again and saw Satoshi I got a very strange feeling in my stomache and I went all red, it was horrible. I didn't know what was going on with me, but soon I realized that I had a crush on him all the time. Now I accept it and I know that I can't change it: I love him! I really love him! It may sound stupid, but it's true. Everytime I see him I still go red on my face and I feel embarrassed, but this feelings so great! Maybe I just got Pokemon-fanatic and it will fade. I'm not sure, but now I feel free and I'm ready to tell it to my friends. I don't know, it's so reliefing...
That was the first step and the most important one for me. Now I can tell that I'm really neither ashamed of Pokemon nor of my love to Satoshi!
I'm so happy I did it and please, if anybody here also loves or likes Ash very much or knows somebody who does, please email me @
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Please, It's somehow important to me to talk to someone who understands me befora telling it to my frends at school. Thanks, I will respond certainly! I swear!