T!M
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Awhile back I posted a entry about how I was dreading to hang out with "a friend" because she didn't want to date me. Hurt, I never wanted to see her because it hurt me. Anyway, our mutual friend has a young daughter (who is adorable) and she has periodic dance and musical recitals.
I go for her and her mother. Hanging with the female who hurt me makes it hard to hang out with the other friend.
Anyway, I was scheduled to have to go to the daughters Tarzan play. But because I had to see the woman. It was destroying my week. Making me feel like there was no tomorrow. She affects me that much.
Anyway, on the brink of depression, my mother suggested that I fake being sick. A little hesitant, I realize that lying was the only way to help me feel better. I had to lie to everyone for my own sanity. Lol. So I texted them both telling them that I was getting the bug that was going around (which was the only true thing about the lie, haha.)
I apologized to our mutual friend and offered to reimburse her for my ticket.
Ultimately, I feel as if a great weight has been taken off my shoulders.
And despite lying, it was the only option to make me feel better.
I love our mutual friend, but I can't be with the other girl it hurts far to much.
Just had to get this off my chest. Call me a coward, but it was what I needed to do.
PREVIOUS DEATH DATE ENTRY: "Entry #9 - The Day of Death (5/19/2013)"
I go for her and her mother. Hanging with the female who hurt me makes it hard to hang out with the other friend.
Anyway, I was scheduled to have to go to the daughters Tarzan play. But because I had to see the woman. It was destroying my week. Making me feel like there was no tomorrow. She affects me that much.
Anyway, on the brink of depression, my mother suggested that I fake being sick. A little hesitant, I realize that lying was the only way to help me feel better. I had to lie to everyone for my own sanity. Lol. So I texted them both telling them that I was getting the bug that was going around (which was the only true thing about the lie, haha.)
I apologized to our mutual friend and offered to reimburse her for my ticket.
Ultimately, I feel as if a great weight has been taken off my shoulders.
And despite lying, it was the only option to make me feel better.
I love our mutual friend, but I can't be with the other girl it hurts far to much.
Just had to get this off my chest. Call me a coward, but it was what I needed to do.
PREVIOUS DEATH DATE ENTRY: "Entry #9 - The Day of Death (5/19/2013)"