Ok, dizzy, I know I promised you I was going to stay out of this stuff, but I can't help it. Dude, you're not the only one who leads a "crappy" life. I feel down a lot too, I get depressed too, my life isn't a fairytale, nor is anyone else's here, we all have our problems. Believe me, if I were to talk about things wrong with me as much as you do, I'd be the saddest case you ever thought existed. I mean, even though I've felt depressed a lot, I've never once thought about cutting myself, suicide, smoking, drugs, or whatever. That's just gonna make it worse in the end. I mean trust me, ask some people here rhat really do know how I can be some times, and they can tell you, I get so pissed off at the world some days, I feel like quitting life itself. But see, quitting is the coward's way out, suicide is the coward's way out. Sure, things may not get better, heck, they might get worse, but going through all that is going to make you that much stronger than all the others who hardly have any problems in their life.
Anyways, I'm done talkin, if ya wanna keep going on about it, I'm more than glad to argue :)
~DragonTrainer:dragonite