You're- I hate to repeat but I must- an interesting person with a unique outlook on life and the world. You to me seem quite introspective, which can be a bit of a bad thing sometimes in your case. You often drop into a bit of a funk which- still not liking repetitiveness- gets rather worrisome and I don't think it's good for you. But despite that, you are still fairly good with people.
Eh, it's what I see.