"I don't feel like it" days

Sometimes, Though normally I'm enthusiastic to do things.
 
I feel like this quite a bit. It's usually due to my anxiety when it happens. I just don't feel like doing anything and end up sitting back trying to stop the feelings. x_x
 
It's more of an oddity for me to have a "I feel like getting out and being productive" day honestly. I don't like to drive places, I'm not keen on hanging out with people, and I hate doing schoolwork and going to class. So yeah. Almost all of my days are "I don't feel like it" days. I wish I could shake it, since it's been that way for years, but it's not going away. I just gotta push through and do things...which I'm not good at. Laziness wins with me.

Generally, I'm never excited to do anything unless it's something I planned and/or enjoy, like going on dates with my boyfriend, working on breeding projects in Pokemon, or education classes/projects.
 
That used to literally be my existence for a couple of years, until I started working. Then my days off would still feel like that. They still do sometimes, but it's getting better, because I'm a bit happier now then I was there for a while. So my boring days are just boring rather than feeling listless all too often.
 
I have severe depression, and social anxiety, but I am not an introvert.
But take some kind of medication that keeps being given to me, usually by my mum.

One time I didn't take them, for the rest of the day, I sat there in a corner sobbing to myself, I didn't know why, and I didn't know what else to do.

It could have gone better
 
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