KYLIE.
I want you to know that I wasn't trying to be mean on MSN; it's just that I get so infuriated that your self-deprication and get so worried that you're going to hurt yourself that I become incredibly coarse at times, and I don't want you to think I was upset from you continuing to talk like you were, it's just because you continue to think that everyone hates you that I become so angry. It's personally insulting to me and so many other people who try continually to prove to you that you're loved and cared for that you continue to go on like this...we all love you, and above everything else, we're scared for you...you always seem on the brink of doing something awful to yourself and none of us could live with that, especially after all we've done to make you see the good in yourself. I personally think you're the most amazing person I've ever met; so kind, so precocious, so wonderfully gifted above anyone else that I've ever encountered, and I have to, we all have to show tough love when you deny all the praise you've been given...it's just so frustrating that you continue to lie to yourself...don't make all of our efforts be in vain, don't make us feel like all of what we've done has been for nothing. Don't call us liars...you can either listen to this or you ignore it. Just think through your pity for once and see that we're right.
With love and adoration,
Alan