~Light~ :: Even So in Darkness

Kurui

Kageroza's Waifu
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    "Soundlessly, the world shall vanish
    Yet inside the darkness is a light of hope.    "

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    Disappeared:


    I dreamed that he left never to return. Sometimes I'm afraid my dreams will become real if I dream them enough. I think, somehow, I am shaping my own reality by the thoughts.

    He's laying in my lap now. I like the feel and smell of his hair. Because he is asleep I can't shut my eyes. What if he fizzles out in darkness behind my eyelids before I can open them again. I guess in a way, I've become paranoid because of my love.

    Maybe my thoughts are too long away from here. I can hear Nozomi singing quietly in the other room. Her voice doesn't seem to be carrying far. I think mine doesn't either, you know, when I get the pleasure of singing. But at least this quietly singing voice reminds me of the reality I have; It could have easily been something else, you know? The path behind me before that point in time looks bleak. What if I am forced to turn back? I don't want this to fade, so...... help me God.............

    Haven't I been hurt enough already? We can't all be martyrs. I want just this small thing. This one little flame flicker in the dark.

    I'm going to hold onto him a little longer here and imagine a brighter future than what I can realize now.

     
    Drakow;bt77378 said:
    Hope leads to disappointment.
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    At times, but better to live in hope than pessimism. Even if things turn out wrong. :D
     
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