Most Private Thing You'll Admit

I hate the current social structure.

I feel that life is all work to get money but you're too old to do anything when you actually have money.

I hate the way most people act, I think everyone has their own motives for doing something, and it's generally to benefit themselves.
 
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I cough up blood for some reason every now and then, been to the hospital for it they don't really know. One time when I was giving a presentation on Halloween in my Genetics Lab a bit of blood ran down the side of my mouth, luckily everyone thought it was a prank.
 
I kinda have a thing for the Pokemon's female main characters.

I prefer seeing them look older though in fanart.
 
Adding to my previous post,

I can't actually think of anyone who I really care about.
Everyone is expendable and will turn their back on you when they see fit.

I guess it's just past experiences I've had and how I've been bought up.
I just don't know how to care about anyone.
 
Umm

im terrified of fire and started crying when a teacher lit a match once.

I have slept with a lot of my friends in the same bed that are girls. I see no wrong in it as we are not sexually attracted to eamchother.

And also, while not as major as some if your other secrets, i have tried to hang myself twice.



i would be happy as a girl as well.
 
Some very private things I will admit:
*I don't like it when people talk really close to your face. So close that flecks of spit start pelting your cheeks.
*It irks the ever living hell out of me when people call pantyhose "stockings". It is a practice that needs to be stopped.
*I am not a germaphobe nor a neat freak, but people who use the restroom and don't wash their hands sicken me.
*I once found $20 in a drawer at my home when I was 12. I took it, but afterward felt so much guilt that I put $40 back.
 
Besides that one big thing I already mentioned a long time ago, there might also be a bunch of other weird tiny things about me...
-I can't stand it if someone leaves the door to my room open, I don't know why but it just grinds my gears
-I'm polyamoric as well as pansexual
-I don't have OCD, yet I still like it when things are nicely ordered and tidied up and equally hate it when they aren't
-I'm often really curious/concerned about what other people think of me, yet I'd never find out because I can't just ask them directly
-And as well I have, let's say, some "preferences" since fetish sounds too much like something serious, although I have one and that one is just too weird to mention for me even >~<
 
I'm using every single person in my entire life for something selfish and/or profitable. Most of them, if they died overnight, I wouldn't feel sad about losing and probably wouldn't bother mourning.
I would probably only really miss one specific friend and my brother.

There has been no traumatic experience for me to feel this way either. I hate sympathy and I fake so many smiles so that I don't have to explain my emotions to people that I truly don't care for and am only friends with so that I can become friends with someone else who is either much more interesting or will further my career.

It gets so lonely when your definition of 'friend' becomes a corrupt blurry mess.
 
I'm extremely terrified of alcohol ._. An odd fear, I know.
 
I'm allergic to Snuggle fabric softener. It looks so innocent with that little teddy bear on the label, doesn't it? WRONG. That stuff gave me hives as a toddler. To this day I'm wary of Snuggle. I'm not gonna take any chances. I'm watching you, Snuggle bear. :v
 
Fantasize about my girlfriend. But I'm no addicted to sex or anything, I think that's normal.
 
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