Oh my gosh...I'm really sorry to hear that, LatiosMaster. :( Just try to cheer her up whenever you have the chance..It's very very hard going through life knowing someone you love is dying. I did. Don't worry, you can hold on through this awful part of your life. Even after your cousins death, things will eventually go back to normal...Just let her know you love her, and like I said, keep her happy, and laet her know you love her. This may seem like the end of the world, but like Scyther5 said, be strong LatiosMaster, you can get through this.