Palamon
Silence is Purple
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- Age 27
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Love and dating, marrying and starting a family.
None of them make sense to me. I don't know...I just don't understand. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and I don't think love and romance particularly interest me. I find sex repulsing, and the idea of someone kissing me too close for comfort. Maybe I just don't want to dedicate my life to another person. I'm too much a loner and not caring enough about other people to wanna pursue a relationship with a girl.
Maybe what I want is purely platonic.
I don't know... I don't understand the concept of love. I already hated that emotion enough to begin with. It's bothered me for years, and honestly, if anyone ever tells me they love me, and it's that kind of love, I'll probably just deny it and reject anyone who wants me.
I guess it's okay to wanna be alone. I just... can't deal with people... let alone, deal with a person for the rest of forever.
I don't know. I'm weird.
None of them make sense to me. I don't know...I just don't understand. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and I don't think love and romance particularly interest me. I find sex repulsing, and the idea of someone kissing me too close for comfort. Maybe I just don't want to dedicate my life to another person. I'm too much a loner and not caring enough about other people to wanna pursue a relationship with a girl.
Maybe what I want is purely platonic.
I don't know... I don't understand the concept of love. I already hated that emotion enough to begin with. It's bothered me for years, and honestly, if anyone ever tells me they love me, and it's that kind of love, I'll probably just deny it and reject anyone who wants me.
I guess it's okay to wanna be alone. I just... can't deal with people... let alone, deal with a person for the rest of forever.
I don't know. I'm weird.