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no one ever knows what to say to me
I blame my bipolar dis-order, and my split personality problems
 
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mental problems suck, depression, thoughts of suicide, emotional stress, getting angry at any time, etc.
right now, I feel like leavin PC and never coming back...yet at the same time I don't want to leave.
 
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lmao, I feel like posting a picture in the picture thread. >__>;

Maybe you should just sit on the idea, and find a way to help control your thoughts, though.. I don't know how hard that is for you, if it's a problem.
 
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Maybe you should just sit on the idea, and find a way to help control your thoughts, though.. I don't know how hard that is for you, if it's a problem.
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I like talking to people until I feel better. The thing is, I only like talking to people I know well, not therapists.
 
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Understandable enough, no one likes talking to strangers, even if their job is to help you.

Talking with someone you know well is much better.
 
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I'm tryin to find who I am. When I'm with a social group, or a school group, I act just like them to blend in, but I haven't found my TRUE personality. It's like there are millions of fake me's and one real one within the fakes, if that makes sense.
 
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mental problems suck, depression, thoughts of suicide, emotional stress, getting angry at any time, etc.
right now, I feel like leavin PC and never coming back...yet at the same time I don't want to leave.
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Wow, Zero! Don't give in to those thoughts! Death is never the solution!
 
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Wow, Zero! Don't give in to those thoughts! Death is never the solution!
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I've tried but failed. I realized how stupid I was after reading interviews from people that have had their kids commit suicide, but the depression is what hurts me the most.
 
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It makes sense and most people would feel that way. Trying to find who you really are is quite a challenge. Though it's more on self esteem and what not. If you're confidence with yourself, you won't feel the need to put on an act just to blend it. People should like you for who you are.

It's a tough challenge, I wish you the best of luck though.
 
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Thanks, and I'll try my best too. Once I've found out exactly who I am, I'll tell you. maybe I can relieve my depression by writing in a Journal. That's what I've been thinking about in the past few days, writing down every single thought in my journal, and pretend that my journal was like my best friend, listening...
 
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That sounds like a good idea. It's at least getting your thoughts out, if you don't have anyone you can talk to about your problems. It may not have an answer for you, but it'll at least listen, and then you can read back like proof reading and think about what you've wrote and that helps to give you a clearer understanding of things.
 
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You're exactly right. thanks for listening to me, and for answering back ^_^
Friends?
Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm a go take a shower-the best place to think- it should take a maximum of 15 minutes.
 
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I've tried but failed. I realized how stupid I was after reading interviews from people that have had their kids commit suicide, but the depression is what hurts me the most.
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You are my hero, Zero. I don't know what I would do if I felt the same way as you, and your determination to conquer your issue is admirable. You should also try finding a hobby, like music or sports, it'll keep you distracted and it'll serve as a good way to vent your emotions through, too.
 
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You're exactly right. thanks for listening to me, and for answering back ^_^
Friends?
Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm a go take a shower-the best place to think- it should take a maximum of 15 minutes.
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No problem. Happy to help when it's needed. :3

And sure, friends~
 
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You are my hero, Zero. I don't know what I would do if I felt the same way as you, and your determination to conquer your issue is admirable. You should also try finding a hobby, like music or sports, it'll keep you distracted and it'll serve as a good way to vent your emotions through, too.
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Sports, not so much. I'm not atheletic, and if I did, everyone on the team would hate me for not knowing how to catch a ball, or run, etc. which will bring me back to depression, etc.
Music? I could try that, I've always wanted to learn how to play the guitar, drums, violin, or Piano. Plus, I played the flute for my elementary school.
 
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