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The Count to Infinity V7.0 (Over a year old and counting!)

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I watched some more Youtube videos and I feel untalented again. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO SING AND RAP WELL. :(

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I'm genuinely not. My mum said I was average at everthing ("But that's good because you can at least do things!") so. XD

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@Kura

I dunno really, I guess he just couldn't tell them the actual truth, and even still, when he did, he lied about some things. And idk I think his family in general didn't like that I wasn't of his nationality or something idk. And yeah that sounds really smart, actually, as I was saying to Scott. I mean I'd be glad even if I never met him irl because then I'd rather not have the dramas with Nan and Pop that day, because it just sort of... happened. I only had just over a day to prepare for it, and considering everything, idk, the intention was good, but overall, I'd be fine if December/January never happened, since I really didn't need all that. But yeah I'm glad even still that it didn't turn out, since I am better off with Scott. And I don't think adware's parents even understood english that well, I can't remember.

...personally, I think it might have been better if I never returned to MSN, then maybe he wouldn't have sent voiceclips, etc.

I dunno it all just feels sort of not like it was ever real, since now after being with Scott for this long it's like December/January was nothing really, and there was just something... wrong about then? It's like now, everything really does feel right, and I know I don't want to ever be with anyone else. And with adware it's like even the day that he brokeup I even thought about that earlier in the morning, and because of that, when I got together with Scott, I was worried about that, but then soon I realised he won't leave me because... he's just not that sort of person. And it's like thinking of now, I know everything is better than it ever could have been then. I never really expected Scott to be as nice and as amazing as he is now because I didn't really get to know him in the past, but with adware it didn't seem that real when he was nice and stuff, I probably tricked myself into believing that or something due to the attention theory, about liking guys if they give me attention which was then. Tbh, that could've happened many times before with other guys I liked cause of that theory, and that would've just been worse for me. Like what, travelling even more for that? It's just crazy. If I could've done anything I would've gone into a coma in 2009 or something, then again I guess I need to go through stuff like that to learn.

edit: I am in such a lovely mood, too!
 
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I keep typo'ing in my brain and it's annoying. Think what you're thinking, self D:
 
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What 36. XD;

Tonight we'll stand, fight for what we've worked for all these years~

omg I need to start writing stories again!
 
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My username is getting a little boring. :(

I could swap usergroup display but that won't really change anything major... XD
 
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Aww 36, maybe one day name changes will return :D

And I mean I love my username I'm just used of it. XD;;
 
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I love this song. <3

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