ForeverBurning
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Ȋ̧̥̺̘̎ ̼̥̼̼̐͋ͬ̈ͭ̋ͨa̱̻̤̦͖̺͋̋ͫm̠̱͈̘͕͊͊̚ ̢͍͔ͩͦ́͋̓ͭͦy̢͖͕ͣ͂͊ò̩̝̦̥̞̣̮͆ͭ̚͘u̻͇̲̤͍̙ͭ̀̊̎͌̉͆ͅr̪̠̅̒ͧ ͘d̵͉̳̝͉̬͑ò̈́ͯ̓͡o̡̤m͈̘͕̣̼̫ͫ̂͘!̪͎̙̜͛́
̗͙̙͎̯̲̟ͧͦ̈́͋̈̅͝I̝̯͓̼̝ ͓a̯̻͠m̩̦̲ͦͣͧ͐̈ͩͅ ͦͯ҉̥̭̫̲͔͇̣y̰͎̑͐͆ͯ̀o̥̲̽́ͬ̔͝ṷ̢̲͖̘̪̬ͅȑ̜̖̫͍̎̉̚ ̢̪͆b̗̜͂̑̈́ͥͪ͡a͌͒̓ͥ́n̮̠̯̲̻e͓̹̙̳̦͌ͣ̂̀!̷͖͇̜̠̈́
ͯ̍̃́͢D͔̈͑e̺͖̤͕̞̝ͣ͛̊̎ͯ͗̚͞s̊ͦ̋̉̊̔̾ṫ̥̬̰̏͆̋r͛ͪͣ͒ͯ̆ŏ͖͍̻̪͕͖̩̚y̲͖̹̥̒̿ͥ͗͢i̊ͨͬ̇́̃̚n̤̲͔̱̤̰̏ͧ͛̌̔̒g̷̠̣͉͔̭̲ͫ͋̋ͧͪ̊ͭ ̨̝͔̬̠̎̎y̱̰͓͚̫̠ͯ̈ͫo͓̯̟̜͛ú͓͛r͙̥̙̠̲̱ ̴͇c̝̣̗ͦ̌͗̂̆ộ͔͍̥͕̠ͬn̶̺̗͚̮̞̍t̸͎̼͕̊r̴̋͂͂o̹̙͔̥̺͌ͫ̍ͩ̊̈͢l̶̬̭̳͍̦̽̅͌͂̀ͦ̒ ̨̝̝̼̩̙ͯ͂̓o̴̭̽̽͐ͨñ̠͉̙̫ ͆ͭ̋̌̈́̚ṫ̝͓̰̼̱̝̲͌̃̀h̴͍̗ͥͅe̝̫̩̪͇͕̘ͮ͌̈͌͛s̆̑̏ͫ͑ẽ̦͍͕̱͓͔̀͒͆͝ ̩̜͕̮̻͓̪̈ͫp̦ͧ̏͘o̩̬͚o͖̜͎̤̻͑̅̍̉ͤͫ̚ȓ̘ ͏s̖̠ọ̡͖u̱͉͋̊̃͊́̕l̹̖ͤ̈́̈́ͯ̂̾̾ͅs̑̃̌͘,̗̰̻̗̹͗̿̒
̫̔ͯ̾̑̎̑̚G̝͈̳̯ͧ͛̍̊͞í͆ͩ̀͛̎̚͠v̼̤̉i͚̯̣̽ͫ̒̋͐͊͠n̺͈͇ͭ͒̕g̯͍̗̙ͬ͑̓ ̖̊̅ͣͩ̅͑t̢͇̩̯h͚͐̌ͥͥ̃́ẹ̰̘ͣ̋̎͑̓̚m̴͕͕͔̖̦̥̝ ̬̰͚̩̹̪ͤ͋̊ͧͭ̓̈͘f͍̖̗̥̞͎́̒ͬ̀ͫ͟r̤̙̗̰̈̾̇̊́͝e͚͈͖͔̤̊̃͌̃̇̓̚e̫ ̬ͮ̒ͤ̾t̞̲͍͈̝̬h͉̅ͭ͌ͥ̈́̿̕ỏ̯͓̉̿ͅǘ̶̖̓g̘̞̦ḥ̛̹̣̹̮̻ͫ͌͆̇̋ͨ̿t͉̻͕͖ͤ̌ ̸͔͚̑͋ͫ̄̓ͫw̴͚͎̠̓̀̿͗͗̑i͚̘̳̮̞͓̻͐̽ͣ̇̍̄̾t̢̼̰ͅh̹͍̭͓͇ͫͣͤ͐ͯo̝̪͉̼̓ͬ̉ͥ̑ͭu͙͖̰̜̹̎͗̌̇͑̑̀̚t͖͉͂͌̒ ͖̤̝̟͗̓̆ͩ͢y̢͔̣̮̮̦̤͎ͬͪͯ̚o̹̊̑ͬ͊̓̓͋͡u̦͉̩̣̝͂ͦ̌̉̓͋͂r̤̹̙̭͕͈ ̞̩̙̹̰̼̜ͪ̆͗̚ḯ̞̒̐̋n̡̤̺̓͒ͪ͛ͫ͂f̛̫̫͗̓͒̉ͮ͌ͤl̨̜u͖̘̟̠͔̳ͣ͛̓̋̀̀e̘̅̿̅̐̚͜ņ̱̣̘͉̼̩̾̐̆c̨̼̠̠͚ͮ̂̓̈͑e͙̮̪͈͗̐̔̋ͨ̒́,̳͇̥̹̠̬͊
͖̲̞͙̱͔͕͊̈ͫ̃͋̽ͥYͭ̿̄ͨ͛̒̈ơ̖͉̱ͫ̓̎͆̍ū͈̹̰ ̫͍̬͇͔͕ͯ̀͊̂̋ͥ̍͞w̧͍͖̠̺͚̬̐̾ͅi͔͔̤͍̤̐̓͆ͤ͊̆̊͢lͪ̉͑ͭ̈́̐͏̪̹̝͇lͣ ̨̏̔̊̍̄ͣͮr̪͈͈̂́͐̈́̈́́e̗̹͕̝͇̦ͪͭ̏g̭͖͚͉̽͗̉͑̊̽͟ͅṛ̦̫̭̬̭̓̿͗ͨͬ̅ͅé̬͉̥̼̝ͯͯ͞t͉̣̫̮̻͔ ͙͍̲̹̠̺̥͌ͯ̀̈́ͯě̯͕̻̲̥̭͋̇͐͟v̻͇̀͐ͫ̋e͎̗̞̺̩̠̙ͥͦ̌̓ͤͨ̚r̬̝̞̤͈̉̀͂̐ͅy̧̪̼͕ͫ̇͌̄͛ ̜̲̼̗̅́ͫå̆̉̍̄̈́c̨͈̤̹̠͍̮͙̑ͧ̓ͤͬt̶̖̹̺̜̤̦ȉ͍͕͙̺̳̮̰ͣ͊̔ͭ̌̀on͇̤̙̤͉͝ ̯͊̎ͤͦy̩͖̫̹̫̌̈́̿ͣͧ̚ͅo͓̳ͩ͂͐͢ͅu̡̼̞̠͚̺̍ͮ́ͯ͛͛̀ ̗͌ͮͮͥ́ͪͥ͘m̰͚͍̝͔͇͔͛̾a̿̓ͮ́k̪̙̎͡eͮ͋ͨ̇̔̏͛͏̱̯̻̜,̥͚͉̦̙̜̟͒̔͌̿̇ͯͤ͜
̻̲̤̜̮͉͖͐F̾ͪͥ͗̓҉ȍ̡̯̝̺̗̩̞̆́̈ȑ̠̻̪ͬͥ̚ͅ ̈̀ͬ͘I̮͈̙̜̭̽ͦ̾ a̹̝̺ͦm̢̦͉͍̙͈͆̓͌̊͆̂ ͖̞͈̩͕͚̔͝Ạ̷̘̞̩̇̉̂͗̚r͍̱̹͙͚̱ͫ́̀͑̈́ͭ̈͝ͅc̡͍͍̣͍̹̝e̠̼͎͓͍̤͑͊͐̎ͥ̌u̦͈͇̖͖ͮ͌̏ͩ͑̊̽s̷͈͚̭̘͍͔͎ͤ̃̑̇̎́̒!̶̪̪̩͇ͮ̒́
̞̙̬̐͊ͅM̤̭̫̤͇̓ͩ̊̽a͐̇̅ͤ͒ͭ̑̀s̯͓̍ͯ̆̓ͭ͌t̛̙ͯ̆ͤ̔͒̈e̥͓̙ͭ̋͟ṛ ͕̼̠̿o̴͚̫̣̫̱̦ͮf̍͏͉̯͔̲͈ ̟͕̘̜̩̼̊ͯ̚t̿̄ͧͭͪh̃ͮ͒̂̓ͨi̧͓̭͈̗͓̩͈ͪ̎͐͗͆s̱ͨ̿̉̐ͨ ̙ͧ̐w̱͈̰̳͂̈̐ö͚̪̭̝͙̬͍́r̹̖͓͖͓͇̝͊̀l̼̺̻͖̥̟̜̚d̢̯̪̳̦̺̺̫̾.̨̤̻̺̪̄ͦ
I am your doom!
I am your bane!
Destroying your control on these poor souls,
Giving them free thought without your influence,
You will regret every action you make,
For I am Arceus!
Master of this world.
Arceus,
When have I had control over Quinn, Significatif, Cadeaux and Eos? All I have ever done was help guide them on the right path. If I didn't, they would have never made it through the storm. What kind of soul would I have been to let them die?
I do not wish to have control over them. All that I've wanted to do was to help them on their journey, as it is a noble one. Yet they became dependent on me, which was not my intention. I have been working to get them more independent, as if I disappeared and left them on their own, they would not survive another day out there. I had gotten them to become that way, so it is my responsibility to fix it.
I do not even truly understand myself, Arceus. I don't even know what I am. But my issues should not cause others to suffer. How can one have free will if they aren't alive? I am just another, Arceus. But my soul is even less meaningful then theirs, as I have never faced the hardships that they have been through.
I only wish to help those who need help.
???
P.S: Please forgive them for entering your temple. It was my fault that they entered. They have done nothing wrong.
̗͙̙͎̯̲̟ͧͦ̈́͋̈̅͝I̝̯͓̼̝ ͓a̯̻͠m̩̦̲ͦͣͧ͐̈ͩͅ ͦͯ҉̥̭̫̲͔͇̣y̰͎̑͐͆ͯ̀o̥̲̽́ͬ̔͝ṷ̢̲͖̘̪̬ͅȑ̜̖̫͍̎̉̚ ̢̪͆b̗̜͂̑̈́ͥͪ͡a͌͒̓ͥ́n̮̠̯̲̻e͓̹̙̳̦͌ͣ̂̀!̷͖͇̜̠̈́
ͯ̍̃́͢D͔̈͑e̺͖̤͕̞̝ͣ͛̊̎ͯ͗̚͞s̊ͦ̋̉̊̔̾ṫ̥̬̰̏͆̋r͛ͪͣ͒ͯ̆ŏ͖͍̻̪͕͖̩̚y̲͖̹̥̒̿ͥ͗͢i̊ͨͬ̇́̃̚n̤̲͔̱̤̰̏ͧ͛̌̔̒g̷̠̣͉͔̭̲ͫ͋̋ͧͪ̊ͭ ̨̝͔̬̠̎̎y̱̰͓͚̫̠ͯ̈ͫo͓̯̟̜͛ú͓͛r͙̥̙̠̲̱ ̴͇c̝̣̗ͦ̌͗̂̆ộ͔͍̥͕̠ͬn̶̺̗͚̮̞̍t̸͎̼͕̊r̴̋͂͂o̹̙͔̥̺͌ͫ̍ͩ̊̈͢l̶̬̭̳͍̦̽̅͌͂̀ͦ̒ ̨̝̝̼̩̙ͯ͂̓o̴̭̽̽͐ͨñ̠͉̙̫ ͆ͭ̋̌̈́̚ṫ̝͓̰̼̱̝̲͌̃̀h̴͍̗ͥͅe̝̫̩̪͇͕̘ͮ͌̈͌͛s̆̑̏ͫ͑ẽ̦͍͕̱͓͔̀͒͆͝ ̩̜͕̮̻͓̪̈ͫp̦ͧ̏͘o̩̬͚o͖̜͎̤̻͑̅̍̉ͤͫ̚ȓ̘ ͏s̖̠ọ̡͖u̱͉͋̊̃͊́̕l̹̖ͤ̈́̈́ͯ̂̾̾ͅs̑̃̌͘,̗̰̻̗̹͗̿̒
̫̔ͯ̾̑̎̑̚G̝͈̳̯ͧ͛̍̊͞í͆ͩ̀͛̎̚͠v̼̤̉i͚̯̣̽ͫ̒̋͐͊͠n̺͈͇ͭ͒̕g̯͍̗̙ͬ͑̓ ̖̊̅ͣͩ̅͑t̢͇̩̯h͚͐̌ͥͥ̃́ẹ̰̘ͣ̋̎͑̓̚m̴͕͕͔̖̦̥̝ ̬̰͚̩̹̪ͤ͋̊ͧͭ̓̈͘f͍̖̗̥̞͎́̒ͬ̀ͫ͟r̤̙̗̰̈̾̇̊́͝e͚͈͖͔̤̊̃͌̃̇̓̚e̫ ̬ͮ̒ͤ̾t̞̲͍͈̝̬h͉̅ͭ͌ͥ̈́̿̕ỏ̯͓̉̿ͅǘ̶̖̓g̘̞̦ḥ̛̹̣̹̮̻ͫ͌͆̇̋ͨ̿t͉̻͕͖ͤ̌ ̸͔͚̑͋ͫ̄̓ͫw̴͚͎̠̓̀̿͗͗̑i͚̘̳̮̞͓̻͐̽ͣ̇̍̄̾t̢̼̰ͅh̹͍̭͓͇ͫͣͤ͐ͯo̝̪͉̼̓ͬ̉ͥ̑ͭu͙͖̰̜̹̎͗̌̇͑̑̀̚t͖͉͂͌̒ ͖̤̝̟͗̓̆ͩ͢y̢͔̣̮̮̦̤͎ͬͪͯ̚o̹̊̑ͬ͊̓̓͋͡u̦͉̩̣̝͂ͦ̌̉̓͋͂r̤̹̙̭͕͈ ̞̩̙̹̰̼̜ͪ̆͗̚ḯ̞̒̐̋n̡̤̺̓͒ͪ͛ͫ͂f̛̫̫͗̓͒̉ͮ͌ͤl̨̜u͖̘̟̠͔̳ͣ͛̓̋̀̀e̘̅̿̅̐̚͜ņ̱̣̘͉̼̩̾̐̆c̨̼̠̠͚ͮ̂̓̈͑e͙̮̪͈͗̐̔̋ͨ̒́,̳͇̥̹̠̬͊
͖̲̞͙̱͔͕͊̈ͫ̃͋̽ͥYͭ̿̄ͨ͛̒̈ơ̖͉̱ͫ̓̎͆̍ū͈̹̰ ̫͍̬͇͔͕ͯ̀͊̂̋ͥ̍͞w̧͍͖̠̺͚̬̐̾ͅi͔͔̤͍̤̐̓͆ͤ͊̆̊͢lͪ̉͑ͭ̈́̐͏̪̹̝͇lͣ ̨̏̔̊̍̄ͣͮr̪͈͈̂́͐̈́̈́́e̗̹͕̝͇̦ͪͭ̏g̭͖͚͉̽͗̉͑̊̽͟ͅṛ̦̫̭̬̭̓̿͗ͨͬ̅ͅé̬͉̥̼̝ͯͯ͞t͉̣̫̮̻͔ ͙͍̲̹̠̺̥͌ͯ̀̈́ͯě̯͕̻̲̥̭͋̇͐͟v̻͇̀͐ͫ̋e͎̗̞̺̩̠̙ͥͦ̌̓ͤͨ̚r̬̝̞̤͈̉̀͂̐ͅy̧̪̼͕ͫ̇͌̄͛ ̜̲̼̗̅́ͫå̆̉̍̄̈́c̨͈̤̹̠͍̮͙̑ͧ̓ͤͬt̶̖̹̺̜̤̦ȉ͍͕͙̺̳̮̰ͣ͊̔ͭ̌̀on͇̤̙̤͉͝ ̯͊̎ͤͦy̩͖̫̹̫̌̈́̿ͣͧ̚ͅo͓̳ͩ͂͐͢ͅu̡̼̞̠͚̺̍ͮ́ͯ͛͛̀ ̗͌ͮͮͥ́ͪͥ͘m̰͚͍̝͔͇͔͛̾a̿̓ͮ́k̪̙̎͡eͮ͋ͨ̇̔̏͛͏̱̯̻̜,̥͚͉̦̙̜̟͒̔͌̿̇ͯͤ͜
̻̲̤̜̮͉͖͐F̾ͪͥ͗̓҉ȍ̡̯̝̺̗̩̞̆́̈ȑ̠̻̪ͬͥ̚ͅ ̈̀ͬ͘I̮͈̙̜̭̽ͦ̾ a̹̝̺ͦm̢̦͉͍̙͈͆̓͌̊͆̂ ͖̞͈̩͕͚̔͝Ạ̷̘̞̩̇̉̂͗̚r͍̱̹͙͚̱ͫ́̀͑̈́ͭ̈͝ͅc̡͍͍̣͍̹̝e̠̼͎͓͍̤͑͊͐̎ͥ̌u̦͈͇̖͖ͮ͌̏ͩ͑̊̽s̷͈͚̭̘͍͔͎ͤ̃̑̇̎́̒!̶̪̪̩͇ͮ̒́
̞̙̬̐͊ͅM̤̭̫̤͇̓ͩ̊̽a͐̇̅ͤ͒ͭ̑̀s̯͓̍ͯ̆̓ͭ͌t̛̙ͯ̆ͤ̔͒̈e̥͓̙ͭ̋͟ṛ ͕̼̠̿o̴͚̫̣̫̱̦ͮf̍͏͉̯͔̲͈ ̟͕̘̜̩̼̊ͯ̚t̿̄ͧͭͪh̃ͮ͒̂̓ͨi̧͓̭͈̗͓̩͈ͪ̎͐͗͆s̱ͨ̿̉̐ͨ ̙ͧ̐w̱͈̰̳͂̈̐ö͚̪̭̝͙̬͍́r̹̖͓͖͓͇̝͊̀l̼̺̻͖̥̟̜̚d̢̯̪̳̦̺̺̫̾.̨̤̻̺̪̄ͦ
I am your doom!
I am your bane!
Destroying your control on these poor souls,
Giving them free thought without your influence,
You will regret every action you make,
For I am Arceus!
Master of this world.
Arceus,
When have I had control over Quinn, Significatif, Cadeaux and Eos? All I have ever done was help guide them on the right path. If I didn't, they would have never made it through the storm. What kind of soul would I have been to let them die?
I do not wish to have control over them. All that I've wanted to do was to help them on their journey, as it is a noble one. Yet they became dependent on me, which was not my intention. I have been working to get them more independent, as if I disappeared and left them on their own, they would not survive another day out there. I had gotten them to become that way, so it is my responsibility to fix it.
I do not even truly understand myself, Arceus. I don't even know what I am. But my issues should not cause others to suffer. How can one have free will if they aren't alive? I am just another, Arceus. But my soul is even less meaningful then theirs, as I have never faced the hardships that they have been through.
I only wish to help those who need help.
???
P.S: Please forgive them for entering your temple. It was my fault that they entered. They have done nothing wrong.
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