Charliezard
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Well, here goes.
I often lose interest in everything I do. I will begin something and it shall never be finished. What will start out good will end up all wrong. I lack focus, nothing can keep my interest for more than a few minutes. When attempting anything I all but give up. Nothing seems to catch my eye anymore. I can never match what I have once matched. I get angry over the simplest things, I feel the need to boot my dog in the face every time it scratches at the door(but my self restraint keeps me from doing so). I prefer to be alone, enclosed in my room, and I hate it when people enter. Now, my room has a door outside, and the computer, so people are always coming and going. I have troubles sleeping and often will sit in bed for hours upon hours trying to doze off. I will often wake up in the middle of the night(if I get an early sleep) and then never go back to sleep. When I have to answer something, like what to do, what to eat, I will spend elongated periods of time thinking it over, but still never come out with an answer. I nearly always feel feeble, barely able to manage from day to day. Often times when I get up from a reclined position, I will topple. I feel miserable and ache all over.
Well, that is basically my story.
This sort of happens to me, when I'm tired. As well as the depression and feelings of worthlessness mentioned just before ^^. Try sleepin earlier, not sleeping in for longer that isn't the same D:. As for the aching, well you may wanna get that checked out? When you say you topple after getting up, do you mean your vision sorta goes black for a second and you get a little dizzy? I get that, it's just the blood rushing to your brain or something liek that ^^ It's fine, really.