Cutlerine
Gone. May or may not return.
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Chapter Twenty: Crys
"Do you think Aaron's OK?" asked Thom, looking worried.
"I don't know," said Crys shortly, kicking a stone. I could see she didn't like it when things got outside her control; hopefully, this experience would teach her she wasn't the greatest after all.
"He'll be fine," I said soothingly. "I'm sure of it. Silver will find him and help him out of there."
"His Ursaring couldn't stand up to the Pinsir's attack," said Crys sourly, "even when it had two other opponents distracting it."
"His Ursaring isn't his strongest Pokémon."
"What is?"
"His Sneasel."
Crys gave a short, derisory laugh.
"A Sneasel! Yes, that will take down a Pinsir easily!"
"He won't be using his Pokémon anyway," I said. "If the Pinsir appears, he'll try and catch it again, then he'll get a few seconds to run away before it breaks out."
There was a creaking sound from the woods, then the sound of splintering wood followed by a heavy crash. All three of us were silent for a moment.
"What was that?" asked Thom.
"A tree falling over?" I hazarded. "Nothing to worry about."
"What if the Pinsir cut it down, and it fell on Silver and Aaron?"
"I'm sure that didn't happen." Actually, now I thought about it, it might well be the case. What if Silver was lying crushed and broken on the forest floor right now? What if...?
No! That was impossible. Silver survived everything; even in the short time I'd known him, he'd pulled us both through some impossible situations. He'd broken us out of jail, he'd beaten Gold... There was no end to his ingenuity. He'd survive this.
"What if—?"
"Please, just shut up!" I cried. "You're not helping at all!"
Thom recoiled as if stung, and looked hurt.
"Sorry," I said, more calmly. "But that kind of attitude doesn't help at all. It just gets on other people's nerves."
"I—"
"Look!" Crys pointed towards the woods, to where two figures were emerging from the gloom, one taller than me and one a bit shorter. The moonlight caught their hair, and I saw red and green. They were back.
"Are you OK?" I called to Silver and Aaron as they approached.
"Yeah," said Silver, looking tired. "Aaron ran the wrong way." The younger boy looked sheepish.
"You're OK!" cried Thom, looking relieved. For a moment, it looked like he might hug Aaron, but he ended up just standing there instead.
"I f-figured out why the P-Pinsir could use m-moves," Aaron told us. "It was f-feral. S-someone m-must have released it a-after training it."
"That makes sense," I nodded. Crys said nothing, just snorted as if she'd known all along. I ignored her and continued: "Good thinking, Aaron."
He smiled shyly, evidently unused to such praise.
"Don't want to interrupt," said Silver, and there was a tone in his voice that made me look up sharply, "but while we're literally out of the woods, we – well, we aren't out of the woods just yet."
Click-click!
It leaped out of the tall grass like a lion, the massive, spike-studded pincers glinting in the moonlight. The Pinsir crouched onto all fours, and I knew what that meant.
"Get out of its way!" I shouted, and practically threw Crys into the long grass, leaping after her as the Pinsir charged down the path with the speed of a cheetah, moving like a gorilla. I felt like I'd plunged into the sea; the snow and frost that covered the grass drenched me instantly, and I scrambled back to my feet, struggling for breath as I inhaled in shock.
Around me, the others were doing the same; briefly, I noted that Crys looked half-angry and half-shocked, and wondered what she would have to say to me later. The more important thing was that I could no longer see where the Pinsir was – and that made it deadly.
"Can anyone see it?" I whispered.
No response. I took that as a no. On the other side of the path, Silver brushed wet hair from his eyes.
Click.
We all started, and Crys cried out.
"Shut up!" I hissed. "It wants you to scream, to give away your posi—"
Then Crys screamed properly, and the grass rustled behind her as I heard something ripping; without thinking, I launched myself onto the patch of moving grass and landed hard on the Pinsir's back. It made a very un-Pinsir-like squeak and fell flat beneath me; for my part, I was winded, since its back was heavily armoured and I felt like I'd body-slammed a bollard.
"Monique!"
At the sudden noise, the Pinsir bucked beneath me, tossing me away as easily as a leaf; it leaped back onto its hind legs and turned to me, murder in its eyes. From where I lay amidst the grass, too winded to move and with pain tearing up my shoulder like barbed wire, I couldn't do anything; unable to even cry out, I watched the jagged fist rip towards my face—
—and bury itself in the earth right next to me, the Pinsir toppling over like a felled oak, part of the carapace of its head cracked and dented inwards. I looked up to see, of all people, Crys standing there, a rock the size of a grapefruit clasped between her thin hands. She looked like she was straining to hold it up, even with both arms.
"Th-thanks," I said, as she dropped the stone and offered me a hand up. I looked down at the fallen Bug and let out a long, shaky breath. "Tercier?"
He tugged at the leg of my sodden jeans, and I bent down to pick him up, replacing him from where he had fallen on my shoulder.
"Monique!" cried Silver again. "Are you OK?"
"I'm fine," I said, coughing. "Crys, what about you? I heard something tearing..."
"The Pinsir just got my coat," she said. Now that I looked, I could see a long tear down the sleeve, revealing a stretch of thin, pale arm. It was strange; I couldn't see any evidence of muscle beneath the skin, as if she had only bones.
"Boop," came a noise from my chest. I glanced down and peeled a flat Ditto from my shirt.
"Sorry," I said, as it slowly popped back into three dimensions. "I think I fell on you."
"Boop," the Ditto repeated, and, taking that to be a sign of forgiveness, I recalled it and put its ball in my pocket. I turned to the others.
"We really are out of the woods now," I told them. "Crys smashed it on the head with a rock."
"Make sure it's out," said Silver sharply, wading over through the grass. "It's got a thick shell, it might just be dazed."
I picked up the rock and hit the Pinsir again, hard, in the same spot. It squeaked again, bashed the ground with its fists and lay still.
"It's out."
I dropped the rock.
"What now?" asked Thom. "What do we do now?"
"Make camp again," Silver said. "Did anyone bring any of the stuff from your campsite?"
Thom and Aaron exchanged glances.
"I did," said Crys, holding up the bag she'd grabbed from the fireside. "Here."
"Good," said Silver. "We'll camp just inside the woods tonight, then, unless you want to walk all the way back."
The three kids shook their heads.
"All right, then. I'll take the first watch."
We were soon ensconced around a fire again, our clothes steaming in the heat, and Aaron and Thom fell asleep not long after. Silver glanced at Crys and me, from the other side of the campfire.
"You can sleep, if you like," he said. "I'll wake one of you up in a couple of hours for the next watch."
"In a minute," I replied, and he nodded. I looked at Crys, who was fiddling with a loose thread from her torn coat. "Crys?" She looked up. "Thank you. For hitting the Pinsir."
"It was nothing." She looked away. "Anyone would have done it."
"No," I told her. "Not anyone. I've met people who would have let the Pinsir break my neck – quite a few of them, actually," I continued, dismaying myself with the number of people I could think of. "But you didn't. And that means you're not as much of a brat as I thought you were."
Crys almost smiled then.
"Very well," she said. "I can take a compliment."
"It's true, though. This is something you're allowed to be pleased with yourself about, for once. You obviously had trouble lifting that rock, but you still—"
"What did you say?" Crys snapped. Taken aback, I floundered.
"I said – I just said you had trouble lifting that—"
"You saw, didn't you?" Tears were budding in the corners of her eyes, but she wasn't sad – she was furious. "My arm?"
"Well – yeah, but—"
"Leave me alone!" Crys shouted, getting up and storming away, to the furthest reaches of the fire's light. She threw herself down on the ground, heedless of her wet clothes, and turned her back to me.
I glanced across the fire at Silver, who was staring at her. He gave me a look that told me he was just as confused as I was.
"Tercier? Any ideas?" The Smeargle shrugged, perplexed. "Crys?" I called.
No reply was forthcoming. Bewildered, and not a little troubled, I lay down myself, and gave in to sleep.
---
The sun rose late; it wasn't properly light until eight in the morning, and it was then that we set off, after a quick breakfast. There had been no sign of the Pinsir all night, but we still didn't want to hang around in the forest.
Crys, Thom and Aaron had, it transpired, come in through the Ecruteak entrance at about ten o'clock the previous morning, and wanted to head into the heart of the Park, the part to the northwest of Goldenrod. Hence, they were coming, for now at least, in the same direction as us. I wondered why they still wanted to go after the Pinsir attack, but didn't question them; in fact, we barely spoke at all, the tension between Crys and I ruining the mood.
They slowed us down a little, since they stopped several times to catch Pokémon; we ran into several Yanma, one of which Thom actually managed to hit with a Pokéball and catch, and Aaron literally stumbled across a baby Heracross with a polio-ruined leg, left behind by its mother to die. It was easy to catch, unable to put up a fight, and he spent the rest of the day carrying it in his arms, which seemed to earn him the baby's undying devotion. I decided I liked Aaron; he made a refreshing change from people like Gold and Lance.
By the time it started to get dark, we were at about the point where our paths diverged; we decided to camp there that night and split up in the morning. Crys still refused to speak, but Thom seemed to have got past the tense atmosphere she'd conjured up, and was trying to teach his new Yanma his name, much to Silver's amusement.
"Echo!" he said; the goggle-eyed dragonfly flew into the fire again and then zoomed away, smoking.
"Just like a moth," said Silver. "Look, Thom, Yanma are insects, they're about as clever as rocks. Give him a name with some 'z's in it, something he can understand."
"Like what?" Thom looked at him crossly.
"I don't know. Bzzzt." The Yanma swung around to hover in front of Silver's face, surprised at this human who could speak his language, and buzzed back. "Bzzzt." Bzzt, went the Yanma. "Bzzzt. See, it's easy."
Thom tried. "Bzzzt."
The Yanma flew into the fire and then away with a high-pitched, buzzing whine. I laughed, and Thom recalled it crossly.
"Stupid dragonfly," he said sulkily.
"Nah." Silver waved aside his complaints with one hand. "It's just your buzzing technique. Work on it."
"You're lying, aren't you?" I asked. Silver nodded.
"Absolutely."
We lapsed back into silence again, and I watched Aaron feeding his Heracross on the juices of a battered plum he'd found in his pocket. Far more intelligent than the Yanma, it already had a tenuous grasp of the word 'Aaron'; every time it was mentioned, it pressed its head into Aaron's chest.
That night, as I sat up by the fire, trying to ignore the wind and scanning the horizon for any signs of attacking Pinsir, I felt a cold hand on my arm. I almost jumped out of my skin, but it was only Crys, who had sat up behind me.
"Monique," she whispered.
"Yeah?" I felt like asking her if she'd forgiven me yet, but it didn't seem the time.
"I'm sorry," she said.
Well. That was unexpected. I didn't have Crys down as the type to apologise.
"Oh. OK."
"I – I'm ill." She sounded like she might cry; I turned around and put a hand on her arm, trying to comfort her somehow. "I was born... most of my muscles..." She dissolved into tears, and I drew her close like I had done with Silver when he broke down after leaving Zane's house.
"I'm sorry," I said, patting her shoulder. "It was thoughtless—"
"You didn't know," interrupted Crys. "I shouldn't have lost my temper." She sniffed and wiped her eyes. "I'm so stupid," she said, sitting up and pulling away from me. "I shouldn't get worked up so easily."
"Hey, don't worry about it. I mean, you're only – what, thirteen?"
"Fourteen," she corrected.
"Right. The point is, you're still just a kid. You're allowed to have tantrums once in a while." I sighed. "In fact, I think if you did – if you stopped being so controlled all the time – people would like you more."
Crys picked at her fingernails; quite a few of them were broken, and she pulled at the flaky edges.
"I don't suit being a Trainer," she said abruptly. "I want to go home."
"Why did you come out here, then?"
Crys gave a cynical little smile.
"I know my own shortcomings. What would you do with me if I was your daughter?"
"Point taken."
I felt guilty then: it was only yesterday that I'd thought I would put her up for adoption.
We sat in silence for a little while, then I thought of something to say.
"Why did you tell me all this?"
"I don't know," Crys said, and then she smiled properly, like a normal child. "I was sorry, I suppose."
"That's a start," I replied. "To being more likeable. Oh, and smile more. You have a pretty smile; boys will like it."
This was a lie. At the age of nineteen, I had yet to ever have a boyfriend, or even to kiss anyone. Before I stopped going to school, I had had my eye on a guy called Scott, but he moved to Hoenn before I worked up the courage to talk to him. It seemed to work, though, because Crys smiled again, blushing slightly.
"I'll try," she promised; I knew she would, for a short while at least, before she slipped back into her old ways and became a little brat again.
Maybe that was pessimistic; children change more easily than adults, after all, and Crys probably had as good a chance as any. Perhaps Crys could be normal.
"Do that," I said, patting her arm again. "'Night, Crys."
"Goodnight, Monique," she said, and lay down again. I wondered if she was cold, and decided she probably was; even with the fire, we had no blankets between us thanks to leaving the bulk of the camping stuff back in the woods. For a moment, I debated whether or not to give her my coat, but decided against it in the end. I was cold too, and besides, she was Crys. I couldn't imagine her deigning to accept it, even after our little heart to heart.
I shook my head, trying to ignore the pain it incited in my shoulder (I didn't yet have the courage to have a look at the wound), and woke Thom for the next watch.
"Do you think Aaron's OK?" asked Thom, looking worried.
"I don't know," said Crys shortly, kicking a stone. I could see she didn't like it when things got outside her control; hopefully, this experience would teach her she wasn't the greatest after all.
"He'll be fine," I said soothingly. "I'm sure of it. Silver will find him and help him out of there."
"His Ursaring couldn't stand up to the Pinsir's attack," said Crys sourly, "even when it had two other opponents distracting it."
"His Ursaring isn't his strongest Pokémon."
"What is?"
"His Sneasel."
Crys gave a short, derisory laugh.
"A Sneasel! Yes, that will take down a Pinsir easily!"
"He won't be using his Pokémon anyway," I said. "If the Pinsir appears, he'll try and catch it again, then he'll get a few seconds to run away before it breaks out."
There was a creaking sound from the woods, then the sound of splintering wood followed by a heavy crash. All three of us were silent for a moment.
"What was that?" asked Thom.
"A tree falling over?" I hazarded. "Nothing to worry about."
"What if the Pinsir cut it down, and it fell on Silver and Aaron?"
"I'm sure that didn't happen." Actually, now I thought about it, it might well be the case. What if Silver was lying crushed and broken on the forest floor right now? What if...?
No! That was impossible. Silver survived everything; even in the short time I'd known him, he'd pulled us both through some impossible situations. He'd broken us out of jail, he'd beaten Gold... There was no end to his ingenuity. He'd survive this.
"What if—?"
"Please, just shut up!" I cried. "You're not helping at all!"
Thom recoiled as if stung, and looked hurt.
"Sorry," I said, more calmly. "But that kind of attitude doesn't help at all. It just gets on other people's nerves."
"I—"
"Look!" Crys pointed towards the woods, to where two figures were emerging from the gloom, one taller than me and one a bit shorter. The moonlight caught their hair, and I saw red and green. They were back.
"Are you OK?" I called to Silver and Aaron as they approached.
"Yeah," said Silver, looking tired. "Aaron ran the wrong way." The younger boy looked sheepish.
"You're OK!" cried Thom, looking relieved. For a moment, it looked like he might hug Aaron, but he ended up just standing there instead.
"I f-figured out why the P-Pinsir could use m-moves," Aaron told us. "It was f-feral. S-someone m-must have released it a-after training it."
"That makes sense," I nodded. Crys said nothing, just snorted as if she'd known all along. I ignored her and continued: "Good thinking, Aaron."
He smiled shyly, evidently unused to such praise.
"Don't want to interrupt," said Silver, and there was a tone in his voice that made me look up sharply, "but while we're literally out of the woods, we – well, we aren't out of the woods just yet."
Click-click!
It leaped out of the tall grass like a lion, the massive, spike-studded pincers glinting in the moonlight. The Pinsir crouched onto all fours, and I knew what that meant.
"Get out of its way!" I shouted, and practically threw Crys into the long grass, leaping after her as the Pinsir charged down the path with the speed of a cheetah, moving like a gorilla. I felt like I'd plunged into the sea; the snow and frost that covered the grass drenched me instantly, and I scrambled back to my feet, struggling for breath as I inhaled in shock.
Around me, the others were doing the same; briefly, I noted that Crys looked half-angry and half-shocked, and wondered what she would have to say to me later. The more important thing was that I could no longer see where the Pinsir was – and that made it deadly.
"Can anyone see it?" I whispered.
No response. I took that as a no. On the other side of the path, Silver brushed wet hair from his eyes.
Click.
We all started, and Crys cried out.
"Shut up!" I hissed. "It wants you to scream, to give away your posi—"
Then Crys screamed properly, and the grass rustled behind her as I heard something ripping; without thinking, I launched myself onto the patch of moving grass and landed hard on the Pinsir's back. It made a very un-Pinsir-like squeak and fell flat beneath me; for my part, I was winded, since its back was heavily armoured and I felt like I'd body-slammed a bollard.
"Monique!"
At the sudden noise, the Pinsir bucked beneath me, tossing me away as easily as a leaf; it leaped back onto its hind legs and turned to me, murder in its eyes. From where I lay amidst the grass, too winded to move and with pain tearing up my shoulder like barbed wire, I couldn't do anything; unable to even cry out, I watched the jagged fist rip towards my face—
—and bury itself in the earth right next to me, the Pinsir toppling over like a felled oak, part of the carapace of its head cracked and dented inwards. I looked up to see, of all people, Crys standing there, a rock the size of a grapefruit clasped between her thin hands. She looked like she was straining to hold it up, even with both arms.
"Th-thanks," I said, as she dropped the stone and offered me a hand up. I looked down at the fallen Bug and let out a long, shaky breath. "Tercier?"
He tugged at the leg of my sodden jeans, and I bent down to pick him up, replacing him from where he had fallen on my shoulder.
"Monique!" cried Silver again. "Are you OK?"
"I'm fine," I said, coughing. "Crys, what about you? I heard something tearing..."
"The Pinsir just got my coat," she said. Now that I looked, I could see a long tear down the sleeve, revealing a stretch of thin, pale arm. It was strange; I couldn't see any evidence of muscle beneath the skin, as if she had only bones.
"Boop," came a noise from my chest. I glanced down and peeled a flat Ditto from my shirt.
"Sorry," I said, as it slowly popped back into three dimensions. "I think I fell on you."
"Boop," the Ditto repeated, and, taking that to be a sign of forgiveness, I recalled it and put its ball in my pocket. I turned to the others.
"We really are out of the woods now," I told them. "Crys smashed it on the head with a rock."
"Make sure it's out," said Silver sharply, wading over through the grass. "It's got a thick shell, it might just be dazed."
I picked up the rock and hit the Pinsir again, hard, in the same spot. It squeaked again, bashed the ground with its fists and lay still.
"It's out."
I dropped the rock.
"What now?" asked Thom. "What do we do now?"
"Make camp again," Silver said. "Did anyone bring any of the stuff from your campsite?"
Thom and Aaron exchanged glances.
"I did," said Crys, holding up the bag she'd grabbed from the fireside. "Here."
"Good," said Silver. "We'll camp just inside the woods tonight, then, unless you want to walk all the way back."
The three kids shook their heads.
"All right, then. I'll take the first watch."
We were soon ensconced around a fire again, our clothes steaming in the heat, and Aaron and Thom fell asleep not long after. Silver glanced at Crys and me, from the other side of the campfire.
"You can sleep, if you like," he said. "I'll wake one of you up in a couple of hours for the next watch."
"In a minute," I replied, and he nodded. I looked at Crys, who was fiddling with a loose thread from her torn coat. "Crys?" She looked up. "Thank you. For hitting the Pinsir."
"It was nothing." She looked away. "Anyone would have done it."
"No," I told her. "Not anyone. I've met people who would have let the Pinsir break my neck – quite a few of them, actually," I continued, dismaying myself with the number of people I could think of. "But you didn't. And that means you're not as much of a brat as I thought you were."
Crys almost smiled then.
"Very well," she said. "I can take a compliment."
"It's true, though. This is something you're allowed to be pleased with yourself about, for once. You obviously had trouble lifting that rock, but you still—"
"What did you say?" Crys snapped. Taken aback, I floundered.
"I said – I just said you had trouble lifting that—"
"You saw, didn't you?" Tears were budding in the corners of her eyes, but she wasn't sad – she was furious. "My arm?"
"Well – yeah, but—"
"Leave me alone!" Crys shouted, getting up and storming away, to the furthest reaches of the fire's light. She threw herself down on the ground, heedless of her wet clothes, and turned her back to me.
I glanced across the fire at Silver, who was staring at her. He gave me a look that told me he was just as confused as I was.
"Tercier? Any ideas?" The Smeargle shrugged, perplexed. "Crys?" I called.
No reply was forthcoming. Bewildered, and not a little troubled, I lay down myself, and gave in to sleep.
---
The sun rose late; it wasn't properly light until eight in the morning, and it was then that we set off, after a quick breakfast. There had been no sign of the Pinsir all night, but we still didn't want to hang around in the forest.
Crys, Thom and Aaron had, it transpired, come in through the Ecruteak entrance at about ten o'clock the previous morning, and wanted to head into the heart of the Park, the part to the northwest of Goldenrod. Hence, they were coming, for now at least, in the same direction as us. I wondered why they still wanted to go after the Pinsir attack, but didn't question them; in fact, we barely spoke at all, the tension between Crys and I ruining the mood.
They slowed us down a little, since they stopped several times to catch Pokémon; we ran into several Yanma, one of which Thom actually managed to hit with a Pokéball and catch, and Aaron literally stumbled across a baby Heracross with a polio-ruined leg, left behind by its mother to die. It was easy to catch, unable to put up a fight, and he spent the rest of the day carrying it in his arms, which seemed to earn him the baby's undying devotion. I decided I liked Aaron; he made a refreshing change from people like Gold and Lance.
By the time it started to get dark, we were at about the point where our paths diverged; we decided to camp there that night and split up in the morning. Crys still refused to speak, but Thom seemed to have got past the tense atmosphere she'd conjured up, and was trying to teach his new Yanma his name, much to Silver's amusement.
"Echo!" he said; the goggle-eyed dragonfly flew into the fire again and then zoomed away, smoking.
"Just like a moth," said Silver. "Look, Thom, Yanma are insects, they're about as clever as rocks. Give him a name with some 'z's in it, something he can understand."
"Like what?" Thom looked at him crossly.
"I don't know. Bzzzt." The Yanma swung around to hover in front of Silver's face, surprised at this human who could speak his language, and buzzed back. "Bzzzt." Bzzt, went the Yanma. "Bzzzt. See, it's easy."
Thom tried. "Bzzzt."
The Yanma flew into the fire and then away with a high-pitched, buzzing whine. I laughed, and Thom recalled it crossly.
"Stupid dragonfly," he said sulkily.
"Nah." Silver waved aside his complaints with one hand. "It's just your buzzing technique. Work on it."
"You're lying, aren't you?" I asked. Silver nodded.
"Absolutely."
We lapsed back into silence again, and I watched Aaron feeding his Heracross on the juices of a battered plum he'd found in his pocket. Far more intelligent than the Yanma, it already had a tenuous grasp of the word 'Aaron'; every time it was mentioned, it pressed its head into Aaron's chest.
That night, as I sat up by the fire, trying to ignore the wind and scanning the horizon for any signs of attacking Pinsir, I felt a cold hand on my arm. I almost jumped out of my skin, but it was only Crys, who had sat up behind me.
"Monique," she whispered.
"Yeah?" I felt like asking her if she'd forgiven me yet, but it didn't seem the time.
"I'm sorry," she said.
Well. That was unexpected. I didn't have Crys down as the type to apologise.
"Oh. OK."
"I – I'm ill." She sounded like she might cry; I turned around and put a hand on her arm, trying to comfort her somehow. "I was born... most of my muscles..." She dissolved into tears, and I drew her close like I had done with Silver when he broke down after leaving Zane's house.
"I'm sorry," I said, patting her shoulder. "It was thoughtless—"
"You didn't know," interrupted Crys. "I shouldn't have lost my temper." She sniffed and wiped her eyes. "I'm so stupid," she said, sitting up and pulling away from me. "I shouldn't get worked up so easily."
"Hey, don't worry about it. I mean, you're only – what, thirteen?"
"Fourteen," she corrected.
"Right. The point is, you're still just a kid. You're allowed to have tantrums once in a while." I sighed. "In fact, I think if you did – if you stopped being so controlled all the time – people would like you more."
Crys picked at her fingernails; quite a few of them were broken, and she pulled at the flaky edges.
"I don't suit being a Trainer," she said abruptly. "I want to go home."
"Why did you come out here, then?"
Crys gave a cynical little smile.
"I know my own shortcomings. What would you do with me if I was your daughter?"
"Point taken."
I felt guilty then: it was only yesterday that I'd thought I would put her up for adoption.
We sat in silence for a little while, then I thought of something to say.
"Why did you tell me all this?"
"I don't know," Crys said, and then she smiled properly, like a normal child. "I was sorry, I suppose."
"That's a start," I replied. "To being more likeable. Oh, and smile more. You have a pretty smile; boys will like it."
This was a lie. At the age of nineteen, I had yet to ever have a boyfriend, or even to kiss anyone. Before I stopped going to school, I had had my eye on a guy called Scott, but he moved to Hoenn before I worked up the courage to talk to him. It seemed to work, though, because Crys smiled again, blushing slightly.
"I'll try," she promised; I knew she would, for a short while at least, before she slipped back into her old ways and became a little brat again.
Maybe that was pessimistic; children change more easily than adults, after all, and Crys probably had as good a chance as any. Perhaps Crys could be normal.
"Do that," I said, patting her arm again. "'Night, Crys."
"Goodnight, Monique," she said, and lay down again. I wondered if she was cold, and decided she probably was; even with the fire, we had no blankets between us thanks to leaving the bulk of the camping stuff back in the woods. For a moment, I debated whether or not to give her my coat, but decided against it in the end. I was cold too, and besides, she was Crys. I couldn't imagine her deigning to accept it, even after our little heart to heart.
I shook my head, trying to ignore the pain it incited in my shoulder (I didn't yet have the courage to have a look at the wound), and woke Thom for the next watch.