I do llike hockey, just not that much. I used to love it, until the NHL went on strike...
ULTIMATE JACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
Well, my friends, I am leaving today :( Mods can lock this if they so choose, but before they do, I'd like to post my goodbye...for PC to hear...so, hear goes...I'm already tearing my brains out :(
This is my goodbye from PC...my posts have gotten out-of-control spammy, and it is probably best I leave. Mods can close, I just wanted to say a formal goodbye. I really do appreciate how welcome I was to PC back this summer when I joined. I came in a a double-posting...then triple-posting...and even quadruple-posting n00b. I remember getting a PM from some person, vampire princess15. lol, now we are best buddies. All of my memories here I cherish, whether it was the first night back from my temporary ban, my first run-in with the adminastation, or just making friends. You guys were all the best friends I could ask for.
Since I'm saying goodbye, I'd like to tell you what I have kept kind of secret. Don't expect any suspense, just stuff I want PC, especially my friends, to know. First off, thanks for everything. It feels very strange to be saying goodbye...for those who think I was a maniac, you are probably correct. Still, I tried to be nice, unless it was a n00b who was resisting our evil! But seriously, regardless of my poor spelling, continuous "nonononononononononononononono"s, and all the other stuff I did, I only wanted to help. I think I did an okay job, even though my advice was clearly biased toward my favorite pokemon, I did my best.
I am leaving for a number of reasons:
1. there are a very small, VERY small amount of inconsiderate jerks running around PC. while they never bothered me before, a lot of bad things have been going on in my life and I no longer have the mental capacity to deal with my problems. Almost everybody has been incredible to me, but I'm so emocionally fragile that I can't deal with the little bit od annoyance that comes when I'm on PC. Am I being a baby? Of course, but there is no better solution.
2. As mentioned above, my posts have declined in quality. I have been more inclined to flame less experienced members, and even my best friends. This might have to do with what's going on in my own life, but I still have no right to bug other people just because I'm having a bad day. I don't REALLY know what's gotten into me, but I really need to take a temporary break from PC. It's time I face the fact I've been a total jerk lately and I'd better leave.
3. Because of these distractions in my personal life, it is harder to find time to be on PC anyways. PC is starting to lose the fun it previously had for me. It has nothing to do with others, but more what I have put upon myself. I can't enjoy my friends' company liek I used to, and PC is no fun for me anymore, which I never thought would happen.
4. Pokemon itself isn't as fun as it used to be. Probably only about 5% of why I'm leaving, but a factor nonetheless. I only feel like playing rarely, and it seems I like to help people be better at pokemon than actually play it myself. that too sucks some of the joy out of my PC experience.
I've been pretty secretive about myself, except to my 2 closest friends here, so I'll spill the beans. first off, this username means a lot to me. It represents how much I hate pop culture, mostly the musical side of it, especially Fergie. It's not just to be different, I just have never liked it...or any other common trends, like ipods and all that stuff. that's really all I'll say. Oh, my favorite pokemon is Croconaw. Yes, it's random, but there's a deep meaning behind why that is.
Now I'd like to say thanks.
Thanks to the the PC staff for holding down the fort. you guys (and girls) to a heck of a job around here.
Thanks to all the members who made my experience what it was. Not so much my friends, but the common members I didn't really know. We members are the staple of PC, and we have some of the best, with a few exceptions of course, but what site doesn't?
Thanks to the RMTers that de-n00b-ized me. You turned me into a productive member, and I'm really glad I stayed to help out.
Lastly, thank you SO MUCH to all of my friends...no need to babble on now. My (hopefully not) last words to all of you:
@vampire princess: My first friend on PC. I'll never forget that first time you PMed me, asking why I hated pop culture so much. Our conversation lasted a good 4 hours, and I found my PM box full. It was so nice to have a friend. You were always there for me, always. Even through rough times, like the countless DSB arguments, we resolved the problem (after I lost my temper and rambled about my darling Hackarp of course). You, besides gothic princess, was my only friend to witness the phenomenon that is The Gang from Down the Street. Hackarp, Josh, Kyle Massey, Chef Ramsey...good times lol. I'd just like to say thanks for a good friendship on PC, the best I've had since I was little. I thank you for that. When n00bs and other annoyances were making me lose it, you were like a calming effect. You really helped me through tough times. I thank you for that as well. Sometimes, you WERE the reason I came on to PC some days. You were that person that I knew I could talk to, no matter how crzy the subject. Thanks. I would use your real name, but I just don't wanna post it if you don't want me to. But thanks for everything. Mostly though, thanks for a friend. Just thanks for a REAL friend. I'll miss you forever.
@gothic princess: You are very much like your BFF. You were that person I could talk to and make insane jokes no one else understood. You were easily one of my best buds here, no question. I couldn't have asked for a better pair and overall friend. You know the whole gang from down the street, and made sure Hackados didn't kill me. It was so bad being banned for that 2 weeks when I couldn't talk to you, or the rest of my friends. It was so hard to survive 2 weeks without any real real friends. Glad I got to spend nearly all my time at PC with you too. Thanks for another real friend...you and the other define "friend" pretty much.
@sims796: Outside of my dear princesses, you had to have been my best friend at PC...and that's really saying something. You helped me through a few hardships, as well as days where I was just being a total idiot. I hope your world domination plans succeed. And BTW, I get to be your right-hand man. Anyways, you were so cool, especially helping me through my little huge flame war with Mullet. I always enjoyed talking to you, and your funny storied about trying to breed HP on to oddish. Good luck breeding BTW. Thanks for everything, man. Good luck doing whatever you want, cooking, world domination? lol. Thanks for a friend.
@Xairmo: X! I'll always miss your sense of humor. I haven't known you very long, so there isn't much to say, but you have to be one of the coolest people on PC. Thanks for the good times. You definately had a special personality. I wish you luck down the road. Thank you for everything.
@Iceman3k: Never really got to know you at all, but that comment in your friend list or wherever...it was...I really appreciate it. I was about to leave then, that really helped boost my confidence, seeing that I don't have much these days. You were a cool member too. Good luck at McDonald's (no joke, he works there).
@Penguinpal6: Penguin! Penguins rock! But seriously, you are one of the more active members here, you are really cool. Keep up the good advice. Thanks for the D/P rates on my Netbattle threads...jk. you were cool and a funny character, thanks for being around. I will always watch my back for the killer emo dude :)
@Itachi Uchiha: Yeah, you're still that name in my mind. My Netbattle rival...good times messing around on the RMT boards. I'll hopefully see you in the near future. Thanks for the good times, and yes, I too pity return on gyarados. I'll be looking forward to our next match, and thanks for all the good times.
@N00bs: Nononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononono...lol
Mr.May16: Yesyesyesyesyesyes...lol. You are /THE/ waffle champion of the world, and a heck of a cool member here. Yoiu were one of the few people I could tolerate, and actually liked :) Nah, I actually liked most people, but you were really cool. Hope you stick around PC. Thanks for being around.
To the Rest of My Posse: I can only type so many thank-you messages before you start snoring, so I'll sum this up. for the rest of my friends, you WERE my friendfs for a reason. I didn't just randomly add people. So thanks for all of you being friends. ALL of you...you know who you are :) The_Chatot_Pirate, Nameless, Cakekun...yeah, you guys, and others :)
In Conclusion...
Thanks to all who deserve my thanks, which is almost everybody. I might come back, but I might not. I just can't make any guarentees. If I do come back, I look forward to the day I get to talk to you all again.
Other Junk:
Lumine gets my banner, since he asked first :) Please, when you see CB blissey, just promise you remember me. That's all I ask.
GOODBYE PC!
I'll never forget you...
