Even though half of you here don't really even know me, it's important that you all figure out what happened to me today.
About a year ago, I had met this girl in a program, who I really liked, I mean, she was funny, out-going, beautiful, and just really unique in terms of how she acted/dressed.
I talked to her from time to time, but never really go to know her too well, even though I had really wanted to, was to embarrassed to ask her to ever go out with me. We joked around sometimes, and there was alot that we could relate to, but were never really that social towards eachother.
Once we had both gotten out, I had given her my email address, and said I wanted to talk to her someday. At that moment, I had realized what a horrible mistake I had made by letting this slip by me.
As it turns out, Ironically, I had ran into her again, in the exact place later, and was thanking God I did, because I finally felt it was my shot.
I was building up my self-esteem, and was on the brink of asking her out, when I find out that over the last 9 or so months I haven't talked to her, she becamse a lesbian.
I feel so totally lost, crushed, trashed, and ruined...