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Vera Hill
Chapter 10 - Shaping Up and Shipping Out
Saffron City; Saturday, June 1st, evening
The past couple days have been just full of things to process, and quite illuminating for Vera. After the excitement of the tournament, and reuniting with Arianne, then preparing for and attending the Contest… she's glad to take this time to just relax in a warm tub. It's a simple pleasure, but she'll take those where she can get them.
Above all else, she's come to realize she hasn't been taking her graduation journey seriously. Her defeat… nay, her humiliation by Gwen proved that she's nowhere near as strong as she should be, and Arianne's performance showed her what bonds between a Trainer and her Pokémon could be. Maybe even what they should be. Thinking about it, her own bonds with her Pokémon aren't actually that strong. She's almost ashamed to even call herself a Trainer, when she's just been going through the motions thus far.
What must her Pokémon think of her? Do they enjoy traveling with her? Has she ever even asked them? Some people say they can hear their Pokémon talk to them, can understand what they want from just a gesture, or an expression, but Vera has never felt that. She can't understand her team any better than she could understand a stuffed toy, which is sad considering one of those is an inanimate object with no thoughts or feelings to project.
She'd set off on this journey with a simple goal: to become a great Trainer. Sure, she wasn't the best student, but with enough determination and hard work she had proven to be at least an average student. But surely that's not all it takes to be great, right? She still lost to Gwen, after all, who she's confident she's smarter than.
She's collected a full team of Pokémon, but all that proves is that she's competent at catching them. Casey has fewer Pokémon than her, and they've all improved tremendously since he caught them. Maybe she just has too many? But then… Gwen has a full team as well, and… well. Vera knows where that line of thought leads.
She sighs, banishing those thoughts from her head as she sinks further into the water. Maybe she's putting too much thought into this. Maybe her Pokémon aren't to blame at all. More likely, the only reason she's not a great Trainer yet is because she herself is the problem. A problem she won't solve by comparing herself to others. She'll have to do things her way, no one else's, but that doesn't mean she needs to figure this out by herself.
After all, she has a team for that.
Once dried off and back to the main area of her room, she looks at her Pokémon relaxing in their own ways. Iggy is as excited as ever, running circles around Bonnie as she keeps her bone club out of his mouth. Sapphire is curled up in the center of the bed, while Trixie is nestled between the pillows. Squitch lazily floats around the slowly spinning ceiling fan, apparently half asleep, while Ebony peers out the window at the city below. It's a cute scene, if a bit busy, and Vera almost hates to interrupt.
"Team, we need to talk. Everybody listen up!" There's a general murmur among the Pokémon, some of annoyance, some of curiosity, but at least they all are paying attention. "I don't need to remind you of yesterday's failures, but I want you to know I hold myself responsible. Clearly I haven't trained you all very well, but in my defense, look what I have to work with." She gives them all a stern look, her gaze settling on the first sign of disobedience: Sapphire putting her head down to go back to sleep.
"I said listen! Sapphire, when we first met, the man at the adoption center said that the Pokémon chooses the human, and that you wanted to travel with me. I think you were just tired of being in that place, and you came with me out of convenience. You don't like battling, you barely listen to me, and you can't maintain your composure to save your life! If you want to be on this team, I need to know I can depend on you, and you haven't shown me that even once."
Sapphire eyes her coldly, but doesn't offer an argument. Vera turns her attention next to the Inkay still following the fan.
"Squitch, I don't remember catching you, and I can't even begin to comprehend what goes on in your head. You are aloof, bizarre, and you never interact with the others. Do you even want to be here? Or would you be just as happy literally anywhere you go?"
Squitch just shrugs, never losing her simple smile. Vera rolls her eyes and turns to the two on the floor.
"Iggy…" The little Rockruff whimpers slightly as she looks at him, but his tail wags when she says his name. "You never wanted to be a battler, and I've never tried to push you into doing it. I almost think you'd be better off with my sister, but she's more of a cat person. Either way, I need to focus on training, and that's something you don't want."
Iggy looks at the floor, and Vera moves on before it makes her any sadder. "Bonnie, I know you'll stay by my side if I ask, so let me ask you: is this really what you want? Are you willing to stick with me, or is there somewhere you'd rather go? I could give you to Jordan if you want. He's a better Trainer than me, and you'd get to see Spirit more often. Don't answer just yet, I want you to really think about it."
Bonnie doesn't react, her helmet blocking her eyes as she keeps her head down. Vera sighs, thinking about Casey's words before she talks to her Ghosts, and how that shouldn't affect her decision.
"Ebony, you're a coward. You always rise to the occasion when I need you, but you clearly don't want to. Even now you're hiding from me, aren't you?" She looks over at him, and sure enough, he's peering out from behind the curtains. "If this is too much for you, you don't have to come with. I don't want you to feel pressured into this."
Ebony looks at her with his usual wide eyes, but Vera turns to her last Pokémon, who has moved from the pillows to the foot of the bed, as though daring her Trainer to say something.
"Trixie. You are reckless, love the spotlight, and besides Bonnie the only one here I'd consider a warrior. Same deal applies. If you stick with me, I expect you to control your temper, to not fly off the handle all the time, and not get yourself in so much trouble. I can't keep fixing or replacing your costume all the time."
Trixie turns her head with a soft "Hmph!"
Vera just sighs, holding her arms over her stomach. "So there it is. We all have issues. And none of you would be here if I hadn't brought you with me. So, who wants to stay, and who doesn't? I won't blame any of you, this whole Trainer business isn't for everyone. I'm not even sure it's for me. But I refuse to quit now. I'm staying the course, so who's staying with me?"
Bonnie and Trixie immediately step forward, brandishing their respective clubs. The two share a glance, then nod at Vera. She smiles a bit, not terribly surprised by this. She is surprised by a soft tug at her hair as Ebony comes to her side as well. He smiles nervously, before trying to look more confident. Iggy barks happily, running up to Vera and jumping playfully around her feet.
Sapphire looks at all of them, then softly jumps down from the bed. Vera smiles at her, but the smile fades as Sapphire instead goes over to the window and curls up by the curtain, looking at Vera with disgust before putting her head back down.
"Okay… I guess that's a no. What about you, Squitch?"
The Inkay shrugs, still smiling, then floats over to the window as well, settling down on the floor by Sapphire. Even though she had expected some to decline, a part of Vera is hurt by their decision. Suspecting it to be her pride, she forces that part of her to be quiet. "I… understand. I won't make you stay. Thank you for being honest, at least. I'll send you both to Professor Palm's first thing in the morning. May as well enjoy this fancy hotel room while we have it, right?"
Sunday, June 2nd, morning
Getting up bright and early, Vera makes sure she has everything as she gets ready for the day. Not that she's picked up much during her time here, aside from some new clothes (and a nice new towel from this very hotel), but it wouldn't do to forget anything.
Making her way downstairs, she briefly wonders what exactly she's going to say, trying to sort out all her thoughts. But when she reaches the lobby and sees her boys at breakfast (someday she'll wake up at the same time as them, she vows), all her thoughts and worries leave her mind. It's Casey and Jordan, they'll understand.
"Good morning, you two." She tries for casual, but it comes out a little stiff. "Ready to get out of here, get back to business?"
Casey turns his twitchy jump into a controlled swivel toward her, spoon dangling from his mouth and yogurt-based dish in hand. Whatever he actually says is completely unintelligible, considering the circumstances, but there are undertones of surprise and confusion.
Vera quirks an eyebrow at him, a small smirk on her own face as she grabs herself an orange juice from the buffet. "Surprised to see me so early? I won't always keep you waiting, you know."
She doesn't join them at their table, opting instead to lean casually against one nearby. "That's actually what I wanted to talk about, not waiting for me. Or maybe me not waiting for you, I don't know your plans. Either way… I'm going to meet up with Arianne today, and the two of us will be heading out together. I don't know when you guys are leaving, or how long it'll take us all on Route 7… but I figured I'd let you know."
Casey finally gets the spoon out of his mouth at the same time as a whooshing breath. "That's- okay, yeah, that, sure. That works."
Vera lets out a breath she hadn't realized she was holding. See? This whole "communication" thing isn't so hard. There's not much else in the way of conversation, which is a little awkward, but it's a friendly sort of awkward that they'll probably look back on and laugh about later. Before they leave, Casey reminds Vera that they'll need to meet up at Jordan's house, which she had forgotten about. Some vague semblance of a plan now in place, the boys head out.
Vera stays behind, feeling better about how they part ways this time. There's a guarantee they'll see each other again. She imagines this is how friends usually part ways, and this small bit of effortless normalcy is reassuring, confirmation that she's making the right choices.
So, after her own breakfast, she gathers her things and heads out. Her hand pauses over the three Poké Balls at her belt, and she picks Trixie to wait with her by the gate. It may have only been a few days, but she feels like she's aged a whole year in that time. She's looking forward to whatever comes next.
Cameo by Aquacorde.
Chapter 10 - Shaping Up and Shipping Out
Saffron City; Saturday, June 1st, evening
The past couple days have been just full of things to process, and quite illuminating for Vera. After the excitement of the tournament, and reuniting with Arianne, then preparing for and attending the Contest… she's glad to take this time to just relax in a warm tub. It's a simple pleasure, but she'll take those where she can get them.
Above all else, she's come to realize she hasn't been taking her graduation journey seriously. Her defeat… nay, her humiliation by Gwen proved that she's nowhere near as strong as she should be, and Arianne's performance showed her what bonds between a Trainer and her Pokémon could be. Maybe even what they should be. Thinking about it, her own bonds with her Pokémon aren't actually that strong. She's almost ashamed to even call herself a Trainer, when she's just been going through the motions thus far.
What must her Pokémon think of her? Do they enjoy traveling with her? Has she ever even asked them? Some people say they can hear their Pokémon talk to them, can understand what they want from just a gesture, or an expression, but Vera has never felt that. She can't understand her team any better than she could understand a stuffed toy, which is sad considering one of those is an inanimate object with no thoughts or feelings to project.
She'd set off on this journey with a simple goal: to become a great Trainer. Sure, she wasn't the best student, but with enough determination and hard work she had proven to be at least an average student. But surely that's not all it takes to be great, right? She still lost to Gwen, after all, who she's confident she's smarter than.
She's collected a full team of Pokémon, but all that proves is that she's competent at catching them. Casey has fewer Pokémon than her, and they've all improved tremendously since he caught them. Maybe she just has too many? But then… Gwen has a full team as well, and… well. Vera knows where that line of thought leads.
She sighs, banishing those thoughts from her head as she sinks further into the water. Maybe she's putting too much thought into this. Maybe her Pokémon aren't to blame at all. More likely, the only reason she's not a great Trainer yet is because she herself is the problem. A problem she won't solve by comparing herself to others. She'll have to do things her way, no one else's, but that doesn't mean she needs to figure this out by herself.
After all, she has a team for that.
Once dried off and back to the main area of her room, she looks at her Pokémon relaxing in their own ways. Iggy is as excited as ever, running circles around Bonnie as she keeps her bone club out of his mouth. Sapphire is curled up in the center of the bed, while Trixie is nestled between the pillows. Squitch lazily floats around the slowly spinning ceiling fan, apparently half asleep, while Ebony peers out the window at the city below. It's a cute scene, if a bit busy, and Vera almost hates to interrupt.
"Team, we need to talk. Everybody listen up!" There's a general murmur among the Pokémon, some of annoyance, some of curiosity, but at least they all are paying attention. "I don't need to remind you of yesterday's failures, but I want you to know I hold myself responsible. Clearly I haven't trained you all very well, but in my defense, look what I have to work with." She gives them all a stern look, her gaze settling on the first sign of disobedience: Sapphire putting her head down to go back to sleep.
"I said listen! Sapphire, when we first met, the man at the adoption center said that the Pokémon chooses the human, and that you wanted to travel with me. I think you were just tired of being in that place, and you came with me out of convenience. You don't like battling, you barely listen to me, and you can't maintain your composure to save your life! If you want to be on this team, I need to know I can depend on you, and you haven't shown me that even once."
Sapphire eyes her coldly, but doesn't offer an argument. Vera turns her attention next to the Inkay still following the fan.
"Squitch, I don't remember catching you, and I can't even begin to comprehend what goes on in your head. You are aloof, bizarre, and you never interact with the others. Do you even want to be here? Or would you be just as happy literally anywhere you go?"
Squitch just shrugs, never losing her simple smile. Vera rolls her eyes and turns to the two on the floor.
"Iggy…" The little Rockruff whimpers slightly as she looks at him, but his tail wags when she says his name. "You never wanted to be a battler, and I've never tried to push you into doing it. I almost think you'd be better off with my sister, but she's more of a cat person. Either way, I need to focus on training, and that's something you don't want."
Iggy looks at the floor, and Vera moves on before it makes her any sadder. "Bonnie, I know you'll stay by my side if I ask, so let me ask you: is this really what you want? Are you willing to stick with me, or is there somewhere you'd rather go? I could give you to Jordan if you want. He's a better Trainer than me, and you'd get to see Spirit more often. Don't answer just yet, I want you to really think about it."
Bonnie doesn't react, her helmet blocking her eyes as she keeps her head down. Vera sighs, thinking about Casey's words before she talks to her Ghosts, and how that shouldn't affect her decision.
"Ebony, you're a coward. You always rise to the occasion when I need you, but you clearly don't want to. Even now you're hiding from me, aren't you?" She looks over at him, and sure enough, he's peering out from behind the curtains. "If this is too much for you, you don't have to come with. I don't want you to feel pressured into this."
Ebony looks at her with his usual wide eyes, but Vera turns to her last Pokémon, who has moved from the pillows to the foot of the bed, as though daring her Trainer to say something.
"Trixie. You are reckless, love the spotlight, and besides Bonnie the only one here I'd consider a warrior. Same deal applies. If you stick with me, I expect you to control your temper, to not fly off the handle all the time, and not get yourself in so much trouble. I can't keep fixing or replacing your costume all the time."
Trixie turns her head with a soft "Hmph!"
Vera just sighs, holding her arms over her stomach. "So there it is. We all have issues. And none of you would be here if I hadn't brought you with me. So, who wants to stay, and who doesn't? I won't blame any of you, this whole Trainer business isn't for everyone. I'm not even sure it's for me. But I refuse to quit now. I'm staying the course, so who's staying with me?"
Bonnie and Trixie immediately step forward, brandishing their respective clubs. The two share a glance, then nod at Vera. She smiles a bit, not terribly surprised by this. She is surprised by a soft tug at her hair as Ebony comes to her side as well. He smiles nervously, before trying to look more confident. Iggy barks happily, running up to Vera and jumping playfully around her feet.
Sapphire looks at all of them, then softly jumps down from the bed. Vera smiles at her, but the smile fades as Sapphire instead goes over to the window and curls up by the curtain, looking at Vera with disgust before putting her head back down.
"Okay… I guess that's a no. What about you, Squitch?"
The Inkay shrugs, still smiling, then floats over to the window as well, settling down on the floor by Sapphire. Even though she had expected some to decline, a part of Vera is hurt by their decision. Suspecting it to be her pride, she forces that part of her to be quiet. "I… understand. I won't make you stay. Thank you for being honest, at least. I'll send you both to Professor Palm's first thing in the morning. May as well enjoy this fancy hotel room while we have it, right?"
Sunday, June 2nd, morning
Getting up bright and early, Vera makes sure she has everything as she gets ready for the day. Not that she's picked up much during her time here, aside from some new clothes (and a nice new towel from this very hotel), but it wouldn't do to forget anything.
Making her way downstairs, she briefly wonders what exactly she's going to say, trying to sort out all her thoughts. But when she reaches the lobby and sees her boys at breakfast (someday she'll wake up at the same time as them, she vows), all her thoughts and worries leave her mind. It's Casey and Jordan, they'll understand.
"Good morning, you two." She tries for casual, but it comes out a little stiff. "Ready to get out of here, get back to business?"
Casey turns his twitchy jump into a controlled swivel toward her, spoon dangling from his mouth and yogurt-based dish in hand. Whatever he actually says is completely unintelligible, considering the circumstances, but there are undertones of surprise and confusion.
Vera quirks an eyebrow at him, a small smirk on her own face as she grabs herself an orange juice from the buffet. "Surprised to see me so early? I won't always keep you waiting, you know."
She doesn't join them at their table, opting instead to lean casually against one nearby. "That's actually what I wanted to talk about, not waiting for me. Or maybe me not waiting for you, I don't know your plans. Either way… I'm going to meet up with Arianne today, and the two of us will be heading out together. I don't know when you guys are leaving, or how long it'll take us all on Route 7… but I figured I'd let you know."
Casey finally gets the spoon out of his mouth at the same time as a whooshing breath. "That's- okay, yeah, that, sure. That works."
Vera lets out a breath she hadn't realized she was holding. See? This whole "communication" thing isn't so hard. There's not much else in the way of conversation, which is a little awkward, but it's a friendly sort of awkward that they'll probably look back on and laugh about later. Before they leave, Casey reminds Vera that they'll need to meet up at Jordan's house, which she had forgotten about. Some vague semblance of a plan now in place, the boys head out.
Vera stays behind, feeling better about how they part ways this time. There's a guarantee they'll see each other again. She imagines this is how friends usually part ways, and this small bit of effortless normalcy is reassuring, confirmation that she's making the right choices.
So, after her own breakfast, she gathers her things and heads out. Her hand pauses over the three Poké Balls at her belt, and she picks Trixie to wait with her by the gate. It may have only been a few days, but she feels like she's aged a whole year in that time. She's looking forward to whatever comes next.
Cameo by Aquacorde.