OOC: Uh...my character is now reflecting my life. Torn between suicide or being destroyed by her own family.
IC: "Thank you," she murmured. She could hardly believe this. She didn't know why. She just knew she had to die. She knew she wasn't supposed to have lived through that missile. Suddenly, her past came back to her.
Wind whipped around Sazy's face. She stood in front of a long-haired man. Each of them had their claws out. Sazy charged at the man. She was almost there. She almost struck the final blow. But something happened. She was in the ground. The scent of her blood was everywhere. The man lifted her back up.
"Sazy...I didn't kill him. You did. You know you did. Now...just forget. Join...join the...the dark side. It will give you power."
"Kiosh...you killed him...with...sith powers...I will...never join them...understand?"
"If you won't join them...then forget...You can die a painful death...of course...not by someone else's hand..."
"What...does that mean? Are you saying I am not strong enough to live? Are you saying I am joining to commit suicide?"
"With how you act, Sazy, yes. Only the dark side can save you..."
"You lie, Kiosh! You LIE! I HATE YOU! NOT FOR JUST LYING, BUT FOR KILLING YIUMEQ! I HATE YOU, FATHER!" Sazy screamed.
"And so you do. Still...you will commit suicide. Our kind are different. We can see into the future...even throught the clouds of the dark side. I am tired, Sazy. You got what you deserved." Kiosh silently left Sazy. Slowly, painfully, she fell into unconsiousness.
"Hey! Ma'am, are you okay?" Sazy looked up to see a handsome young man looking at her. She was being cradeled in his arms.
"What? Why are you holding me?" she screamed.
"Well...you were a cat a first. Then you got bigger, ma'am. Are you okay? You're all bloody."
"I...just need some medical attention."
Sazy's eyes widened. Her father, Kiosh, had been right. He had predicted she would kill herself. She had tried. She looked at Tsu Koon.
"D***!!! I'm such an idiot!!!" she screamed. "Kiosh was right! D***IT!!!"