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[b][color=red][font=helvetica][i]door-kun best boi
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- Seen Jun 27, 2020
I believe I fell in love with a girl 5 years ago. I think it is love because any normal crush usually don't last this long.
So, well, obviously, things didn't work out. We don't even talk much. Almost close to no interaction. But I still haven't been able to completely move on from her. Every time I see a picture of hers on facebook or instagram or anywhere, my heart skips a beat and I start wondering where it all went wrong and all the ifs that could've been.
The thought of cutting her completely off from my life by getting rid of all my links to her over the internet feels like it is physically hurting me. It almost feels like I'm forcing myself and tearing my heart out.
I know people say I'll probably end up with someone equally, if not more, good. And a few friends of mine even said that she's not exactly what I see her as and its only good that things didn't work out for me. If they did, I might've ended up being in a lot worse of a situation than I am in now.
But I can't let go. I just can't. Seeing her hurts. And the thought of completely letting go also hurts. I have no idea what to do.
So, well, obviously, things didn't work out. We don't even talk much. Almost close to no interaction. But I still haven't been able to completely move on from her. Every time I see a picture of hers on facebook or instagram or anywhere, my heart skips a beat and I start wondering where it all went wrong and all the ifs that could've been.
The thought of cutting her completely off from my life by getting rid of all my links to her over the internet feels like it is physically hurting me. It almost feels like I'm forcing myself and tearing my heart out.
I know people say I'll probably end up with someone equally, if not more, good. And a few friends of mine even said that she's not exactly what I see her as and its only good that things didn't work out for me. If they did, I might've ended up being in a lot worse of a situation than I am in now.
But I can't let go. I just can't. Seeing her hurts. And the thought of completely letting go also hurts. I have no idea what to do.