Sorry I'm not really in a sarcastic mood right now.
I didn't say all the time, too much of anything's a bad thing. I meant drinking when I'm stressed out.
At least you're able to put the troubles of your past behind you and move on, I'm still struggling to do that in case you haven't noticed.
What's to destroy if there's nothing there anymore, sometimes it's more enjoyable going out with a bang than living the rest of your life with no focus or meaning. You can stop the pain that way for a little while but it's still a viable option if there's nothing else available at the time.
Then say more instead of indicating it, that only ends up pissing off the people reading your post.