I don't hyper ventilate, I just get mad and kind of lash out physically, lol. And nah, because I was familiar with his house and the room I was going to take, and the room was a kind of comforting color (if that makes sense). And yeah, I drive. I waited a long time to get my license though, because I was afraid to drive. But because of that, I think it made me a better and more cautious driver. And yeah, I don't like contact with a lot of people. That's part of why I didn't want to be in a dorm. It would have just caused more trouble than it's worth. It'd be like paying more money for college just to feel like crap all the time. Talking to people is hard, but my anxiety is only mild and I will talk to people when absolutely necessary. It doesn't affect me online, as you can hopefully see haha.