Honey you're going to go and make me cry.. :'C
The only reason I've sequestered myself from PC was because I needed a change in attitude. I was bitter, unhappy, stressed, and the more life dropped its never ceasing weight on me the more disconnected and jaded I became. Which.. probably hurts the worst of all. I can do my best for my family but my friends are always neglected - precisely at those friend's expenses.
I know I'm doing the right thing by taking care of the elderly in my household, so friendship (irl friendships) have ceased to exist. As have my internet friends. For which I owe you and a multitude of people very real apologies.
I want to try to do something that will prove I'm committed to have a balance in life, Something that will allow me to be present in helping people here on PC and being emotionally and physically available for the ill in my family. I just want to do right by everyone even if I'm not good at talking about it..
Thank you nevertheless xoxo