Ivysaur

It hurts that you're such a good and caring person and yet I still can't manage to be the friend for you that I want to be. To everyone really, internet friends or irl friends.

And this right here is a prime example of why I need someone consistent, rational, and level headed in my life to make sure I don't spiral into my own, self made, swirling void of misery.

I hope you know it has nothing to do with you, you're still one of the very few sincere "not-just-internet" friends I have. I just hate the idea of burdening you with things that no one has the capacity to actually fix. The feelings of worthlessness are bad enough as it is - I'd hate myself even more if I took you down with me.

Also holidays are just... not a good time for me. Still, excuses excuses, and they don't make up for what a shitty friend I've been. I will make more of an effort.

Happy much belated birffday from your favorite hoe <3

Things got crazy again. Nick's grandmother is now living with us and is not adjusting well to losing her independence. On top of everything all I want to do is isolate myself. I'm sorry. :(

I'm an awful friend arghh sorry ;_;

Hello.

omg... x.x Yeah you guys have it good there in that regard, that is sooo cheap and i'm jelly. i'm forced to stick with jobs that give insurance (i'd say half of them don't) since otherwise i'll be required to pay more from taxes for being without insurance at my age. aaAAA

and ahah that is cute

okeyyy that's not as bad! I had some fillings done recently (like, 7?) and only paid $50 for all of them, which was great. but then when I went to pick up my birth control prescription it was $103 lol /: which was for a 3-month pack but still, if we're paying an arm and a leg for insurance (my mom has one of the best insurance plans out there) then why is it still so expensive? Once my personal work plan goes into effect on Jan 1 it's probably gonna cost more too so i'll have to start getting the cheap, generic brand...

Por dios, no te envidio. Pero al mismo tiempo entiendo, no hay nada peor que navidad y año nuevo con 40C a la noche...

Si si, muchas gracias! volvi por ese motivo la verdad. Honestamente extrañaba gente y eso me hizo volver, no se, como que es un lugar bastante importante para mi socialmente.

Exacto, ademas uno aprende mas cuando las cosas son complicadas. Ser un ganador no solo implica ganar una vez, eso es pura suerte, jaja.

yeah it's similar in Canada and makes me completely not surprised how you almost never hear of people leaving the US for europe or canada, just the other way around.. there are a lot of good things about the US despite trump and health care issues. though in regards to health care, don't you guys have super long wait times to get things like x-rays done? someone I know had to wait two years before they were finally able to get a scan done and that's... pretty insane haha

Eso me parece bastante entretenido, no te quejes del frio jaja. Aca esta empezando a hacer calor y es una mierda, odio el verano con pasion. Si, por supuesto, estar con amigos siempre es algo bueno!

Heh, si, yo me tuve que ir un par de meses este año, problemas de salud en un momento bastante inoportuno para ser honesto. Como que extrañe todo bastante, aunque me tomo un tiempo darme cuenta. Soy bastante atento, me cuesta ignorar esos detalles la verdad, jaja.

Ahh, mira, por un segundo pense que hablabas del Real Madrid, jaja. Y si, no siempre se puede amar al mejor, me pasa con muchas cosas!

it's hard here right now since everyone else around me is complaining, so I definitely picked up on it.. I noticed I do it in my head a lot but didn't think it spilled online that much #oops thanks for letting me know =)

ahh wow to be honest 15x that amount is still super cheap to me (i'd be able to afford the down payment on a place like that right now) but that's to be expected given the prices i'm used to @_@ 10% unemployment is absolutely insane though, here it hovers around 4%. heard it's more stable in germany, and that's a fairly popular destination for people in the US who want to go to europe

ohhh my god that trumpy bear... aaaAAAAA

i'm just salty because of the rent prices, plus the subway here is a disaster and horribly managed, so commuting is a butt D8 but i can afford a down payment on an apartment soon so less jaded then lol.. i didn't realize I complained that often, huu

yeah.. i read about the unemployment rate issues over on that side, that sucks /= i was considering living in France for a while since it's a dream location of mine, but the employment issues there are quite horrid apparently, so i backed out since i knew i'd end up failing, especially with minimal knowledge of the language haha

6,000€ omg... crazy lucky! we got our house for around 450k in 2006 I think, and now it'd be worth over 1million USD haha
are you still a journalist? <3

omg looks pretty I wanna go. I'm tired of living in NYC, prices are abysmal here and you'd need 3 roommates to survive, be a rich programmer/bank manager, or live with your parents who were lucky enough to buy a house or apartment back when they were affordable
plus trump is...... yeah.......
I'm sure you guys have your problems too though <\3

well thanks. <3 that sounds really fun! I'd love to go to a getaway for a while, but without having to worry about going back to work the next day, assuming I come back home sunday lol. that is stressful for me

where you goin??

Ah, buenisimo! espero que la pases bien en tu viaje, te vas por un fin de semana?

Eh, bueno, soy de esa gente que baja hasta el fondo de PC y ve los cumpleaños. Ademas, la gente puede olvidarse de cosas, no todos somos iguales. Nada raro ahi, en mi opinion por lo menos, me gusta creer que soy medianamente cordial a veces, lo suficiente para desear un feliz cumpleaños a una persona con la que hable algunas veces y me parecio entretenido, jaja.

No que sea mi tema principal, pero de que equipo sos? (Si, Argentino que odia el futbol, jaja, es real.)

npnp hope it was good 8D

Hey, aunque no parezca, la gente me importa :P

Tuviste un buen dia?

Feliz Cumpleaños! :)