*sighs* Oh dear. I wish you had not left. Seriously, whatever happened to you can be put behind you. Ah well. If I catch you on MSN I'll be sure to give you an extra stern lecture about it. ;)
I'll have to de-list you from my PC family unless I can get you to come back, but I wont go picking a new Partner in Crime until you're definitely gone.
But seriously, don't let whatever it is that's causing you to want to leave to get you down. Sometimes people here can be total jerks for no good reason, staff included. Most of the staff are still young as well, though most of them land squarely in the 14-18 age range. (which does not guarantee they come with the maturity for the age, some of them are indeed quite immature. x3)