Shining Raichu

Yeah i forget what time is it their? Just trying to make coverse but tell me a little bit bout yourself. (if u want)

Dude whats goin on? i seem to always catch you at weird times lol.

And the last PM made me feel so dirty ;.; I'm pretty sure you have a lot of questions now... like why I'm so opposed to being gay myself... feel free to ask them now in VM or PM now. Idc. Anything that I would be embarassed of was pretty much written in PM.

And sorry for the awkward way of spelling things out. I just wasn't sure how much of that could be spelled out safely without violating PC rules ;.; Now I just want to be a good boy >.<

I didn't feel so comfortable writing this PM ;.; It's like all the rage building up in me just exploded out in this PM and I'm starting to feel a little guilty >.< I feel like a terrible person for hating my own family, but >.< I decided that it's fine as long as I only hate my family. That much I can tolerate. Nyeh. I feel like crap now :/

I want a cyber hug ;.; (>^-^)>

Well >.< Nyeh. There's worse off than me. So you don't need to take pity on me ;.; Well I say that, but >.< I dunno... I just don't want to impose ;.;

Well... it's not nessicarily you... more so a distrust of people. They always seem to be trying to force their ideals on me *twiddles thumbs* That should be understandable though with my early experiences of "friendship," right? :/ So I kind of have to apologize myself for being overly cautious and nyeh >.<

guuuuuuuuuuuuurl. ): idk.

That didn't say I wouldn't lol. I just removed it for a while. But now it's back. n.n

>.< Wow. Just wow? ;.; That makes me a little nervous *Twiddles thumbs* And the only one I'm a little hesitant on sending is the third one which would explain the adventures in homosexuality. I'm just worried that you'd push me into it if I told you some of my earlier experiences.

I can't put physical attractions first >.< I'm sorry.

gurl my profile is not stupid. ;-; but ider this conversation. lol

Just give him an old man in a thong. ): He'll be happy then.

gurl you need friends. so i was being nice. ;] Nah, I coulda sworn I friended you ages ago, lol.

It's funny because I believe in just about the opposite, but that's because I've never really been pretty or popular. The only hope for love that I have is relying on my own weak character, but being a "weak character" is also a bit of a niche so I can be satisfied with that.

I think I'll send you a PM. It would explain a lot. I'm still a little scared though because I'm still suspicious and I don't think you'd like me if I did. The internet really IS a place of escape for me so it's only natural that I'd have an aversion to giving out personal information (that and it also is THE internet). But, the reason why I'm considering it is because Mr. Raichu has been nice and also because it would make me feel better to get stuff off of my chest.

fine gurlfreeeennndd

hay der sexc

x3 <3

I'm probably going to get grey hairs early anyways -.- Too much stress.

Well quite frankly... I don't really know what I'm attracted to and if it's really attraction or just lust. The type men that I'm physically attracted to are the burly, muscular, manly men. The type of girls that I'm attracted to emotionally are the ones who are tough and independent on the outside. In both cases I just really admire the strength and security of which I feel that I lack. It seems like a superficial attraction. The only time that I've felt an "attraction" that I could be proud of was when I felt that there was a great bond between me and someone else. My insides felt all warm and yeah there was "physical" attraction (I hope I don't have to spell that one out).

And I don't mind being in a gay relationship if that's the type of person I fall in love with o.o It's just that they'd have a harder time and that they'd probably have to win me over. Tbh I've always wanted to be the one chased after. I usually end up being the hero when I'd rather be the princess in the tower :/ But, I also know that no one is gonna chase after lil' old me so I have to be the one to pursue.

It's just one of my quirks to be honest. I gawk at all of those things like passion and dreams and love... so don't mind that x3 It's silly, but it's probably just insecurities. And some people do shoot for those dull careers because it benefits them in other aspects. Like the garbagemen for instance... terrible job... good pay for something that requires no education.

Oh you & your 18yos. :P

Eww! Lady-boy bunny.

xD <3 If Raichus weren't so chubby and cute... I'd scold you ;3

Hey I love your profile background! So much it fact I'd like to use it. On a different site of course, would that be alright?

Nuu~! I want you bunny man.