Oh yes, rainbows with multi-colored sugary sprinkles on top, and lots and lots of prettyful wildflowers in my hair! While an army of cutesy chibis dance in the background to the beat of Karamelldansen! =D
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Excuse me while I go and scream out in terror at the mental image this is conjuring in my head.
Anyways, yeah, like I said: I RP both genders, so my characters are not be relied upon when it comes to determining who or what I am, but I guess those factors do add up to a pretty...interresting conclusion. xD (Mind you, that's the first time anyone has associated my username with either gender) As for Loks...hah, we do create a pretty fun duo here in the section. Now of course I could let you in on his/her/its gender, but that would be telling, wouldn't it? ;D
And whoa...panic attacks? Those suck. :< I've only had one once, as I recall. It was during army camp. We were doing water crossing, and according to avoid getting our only set of dry clothes drenched, we had to cross the sea from one island to another...ahem, in very minimal attire (as in helmet and gun only x.x), and first keep watch in said attire. Problem was that the raft squad was screwing up...bad, so we ended up standing there for three hours, after which we had to swim across not one but two points of cold sea water (because the raft could only carry our equipment). I was seriously close to going hypothermic, so yes, that time I freaked out. Like I said, it's only happened once, but that was awful. I could barely breathe. :<
So...bottom line is that panic attacks are not cool at all, you dad's mood swings even less so. I'm sorry you have to go through that. ;; Hope things will look up for you soon. :3
As for MSN...it imploded on me quite a bit back (froze up the computer, refused to respond, tossed blue screens of death at me) so I kind of butchered it to keep it from messing everything else up and haven't touched it since. Still not sure what happened to it.
I really should see about fixing that up, though, as a lot of people have been asking me about MSN. Once/If I get it working again, I'll let you know. :3