Ho-Oh

OSNAP I FORGOT

Well we all love a fun Mod even if she is a crazy one XD

B/W was the reason I came here, and I'm glad that you of all the people here was the one Modded for that section ;] Well at least you've seen my noobie posts when I joined XD Haha that would be great! I'd make you Mod anniversary thread but that wouldn't seem right, so I will leave that Hiiro or Lightning or someone x)

I have a lot of spare time recently XD

Your profile is...beautiful! ;3;
I WANT IT. >=3
/throws my profile out the window

lol XD really? I thought you got modded ages ago, you seem so experienced!

Yeah as soon as I joined I started posting in B/W, then I am like 'Oh an intro thread'. Well congrats on being modded way back on August 8th XD Your Mod anniversary is the same day as my PC anniversary! That is amazing XD


I like Stalkers BTW ;] I have maybe stalked you a few time

Hi. So what's your avatar about now? Also, umm... about Christmas in Unova, well, isn't it past its time already?

fair enothe I will try to do that

Hey, Nica. I finally went ahead and got myself a drawing tablet! I can tell you right now that using something like that to draw stuff will take time. So, I'm just going to fiddle around with it for now.

REALLY IT'S UNBELIEVABLE.

i liek mudkipz

why did you delete my message? I was trying to aplogze for my ations :[

Tough act to follow, but someone's gotta do it. Hi.

...gonna type a massive VM here, don't care how massive it is, I just want to get out there.

I wasn't always keen on myself, to be honest. It seemed like everyday I would end up making something and I wouldn't be completely satisfied. I never had the best self-esteem in the past...in fact, it seems that I mostly grew up feeling inferior to other people because I'm always afraid of how they would react to the things I would do. Like I'd be afraid to draw in case people didn't like what I'd do...even be afraid to open up and be myself around anybody because I was always so paranoid that I'd be labelled as something negative...as something I wasn't and just tainted in everybody's eyes. I've been through an experience like that before and...honestly, it hurts. It hurts deeply for anybody to have a false opinion of you and it can make you afraid to really stand up and show everybody out there just what you're made of. And I suppose growing up with this kind of complex in the past had made me more resilient and able to assist people with problems and help them strengthen their own pride. I guess the reason I can sympathise with anybody is because I've been through the same heartbreaking experience and know what it's like to be chewed up and spat upon.

You never really stop bettering yourself, and people around me have proven exactly that time and time again, and they inspire me to keep doing what I've been exercising myself to do best almost every single day of my life. I'd be lying if I said you weren't one of those people. I've known you for a while, though technically we didn't start speaking until around 2009 time, but I've seen how caring and fun you can be with the people you really like. At the time I was jaded under the staff influence of "oh look at her she's so ridiculous" yet at the same time I knew there was something about you that would change that opinion entirely. That's why eventually I wanted to be a part of you, and why I ended up talking to you in the first place. And you know what? Even though we've been through difficult situations especially during the same year, even though we haven't always seen eye to eye and probably caused trouble for ourselves due to some blind beliefs...I wouldn't take anything back. All the good things and the bad things that have happened had led me to finally believing you are one of the most truest and trustworthy friends I've ever had, and I wouldn't trade that for anything else in the world.

You too have talent. You have the ability to mediate between people and keep up the social circle that we wouldn't actually bother to keep up ourselves without feeling like we might be socially awkward. I don't know if people still feel that way, I know they did in the past, but I know I feel I wouldn't have met a lot of the friends I have at the moment if not for the fact that you were there welcoming us to gather and have fun together. You've also got such a good eye for aesthetics, ranging from eye-catching photography to appealing colour uses in your graphics. Granted, you may feel as though you can improve, and I agree--we all never really stop improving what we can do for each other...and that can go for the things that we call our insecurities...just the way we can react to people and situations, it could be a weakness we can work upon as long as we keep looking out for the ones closest to us and hunger for knowledge and logic.

Never stop being who you are as a person, that is the best compliment I can ever give out to you. Never stop being the Nica I've always known and thought highly of. Everything about your personality brings out the community spirit in each and every one of us. And I know as we grow together, as we carry on being friends and having great times together...the problems we feel may exist now will be a thing of the past, and we'll be facing the future head on with the ones we love the most.

I'm gonna be posting in B/W lots in my vacations, jsyk. :D

Poor Nica. ;;

I also heard you're getting removed from the Staff... sorry to hear that.

Oh gosh that was so scary.. I'm glad you have your bold name back.. ;__;

Sorry to hear you got demoted!

Would you like me to add a more tamer shade if the red is too blinding? :o

Hi. : - )

Hi. : - )