I did, I did. I love your support and reassurances, but I mean... if I keep hating the identity I've chosen, I can't move forward. I've moved forward to the point where I despise it, but from there I can't do much else. Most everyone thinks of me as "Anna" nowadays, but that doesn't stop newbies or people unfamiliar with me from assuming things or even making disparaging remarks, leading me to have to explain a tiresome, painful story to them.
Idk. :/