There was once a time when I was quite confident in my skill, when I was still ranked as a Distinguished Master Guardian, and usually outfragging Legendary Eagles with ease. Right now, though, the score I posted was the last time I felt confident in what I can do in the game.
I've always played in a team of 5, we had very good team play and strategy. That was our goal, too, to become better as a team. But, we all sort of.. dropped the game. I suppose fun was over, or something. I suppose we also had quite the skill difference in our little team, as one of us was definitely worthy of already being Supreme Master First Class while we were all still stuck around DMG/Eagle.
Right now, I don't really play any competetive anymore. It's quite bad for me now because sometimes I feel absolutely horrible when I see myself performing so much worse than what I used to. I only play with Mayu now, mostly for shit and giggles.
Mirage is basically the only map left that I can play, I see to usually end up somewhere at the bottom for some reason on any map like Cache or Dust 2. I've always kind of hated Dust 2, though.