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oh my GOD. Umbrella = Cinderella-- kay I can't type this. Lets think about Malyka. :3 KAY SELF, IT IS 2009, OKAY? right. Also when I'm gone works.
also my signature is fine :(
idk which songs work, probably not 09 and 08 ones, except Jan-- no wait, early 09 works. HELL YEAH. :D
I am so smart for associating songs with stuff :3 except at THAT time it was bad, so Forever/Down are the only exclusions while Cinderella works pretty good too.
So, Malyka and I were destined to be friends. And uh, I figured out ~something else~ but if I say it... that might upset a few people so I'm going to keep this to myself because it might ruin things. XD; And I ttly don't want drama al-- okay self, no.
MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT MALYKA.
God Malyka is amazing. XD;; I am so glad that Malyka exists also I miss Jess though ;;
Okay I think I'm fine now. :D Also omg, what if my dream COMES TRUE? ... the vbf2 part. That would be just ~saddening~ so I hope that never happens. I wish I could remember what I dreamed about before I woke up again though... I think it was something about Malyka and lies? I can't really recall, ffffffff, I was going to write it down too, but I got lazy. But I guess it associated to December 2009.. so.. yeah XD; But now I really want to know what it is. WHAT IF IT'S LIKE THE ANSWER TO LIFE OR SOMETHING? also omg I was realising stuff today and it's omg logical :( And omg it makes sense too. XD;
OOH NEW VBF2 MEMB-- kay self, don't get over excited... who was that random from earlier though. I want to know that :(
and omg I don't know stuff. XD Yayyy for early 2009! though tbh early 2009 was kinda good and June/July were like... zomg. August was.. fail... and then September was fail. Then like, October and November were like, omg I can't remember either month. XD;; Which is kinda strange.. because a lot of stuff happened, but nothing stands out. So I guess December ~could~ be different, and could follow January 09, depending on how everything goes but.. so far drama has been avoided which is good, and I hope it stays like that. XD;
...and omg, I love vBF2 like, srsly liiike, it makes some stuff good. So it's kinda like, good end to bad year? Though I can't remember half the stuff that made it fail.. which I guess is good... and there are still ~a lot~ of things in the back of my mind... but lets hope the future follows.. 2007 kinda XD; And NOT 2008/2009... or the end/starts >_>; I love how only Malyka really knows what I talk about (well besides a few things), so hai Malyka if you're reading :3 I should probably get more friends that understand me to the extent that Malyka does-- AND OH MY GOD I SO WANT TO MEET HER :( Like, Malyka is amazing and she's a really great friend and she'd be so amazing IRL.
OH MY GOD I THINK IT'S.... I THINK... 2009 thoughts. WHAT DID I EXPECT AT THE END OF 2008? Aaaand what has happened this year. KAY BRAIN TIME. What did I expect... to stay friends with Malyka/Jess, well, yeah, that happened. Though tbh I expected 2009 to be really good, but that was due to how December was so I guess that was 2008's fault. Hey if I find that I could find the centre of 200--- because I could probably avoid everything else. OOH. Like now I think before I do things, I thought I did in the past but I apparently didn't. XD; But yeah, change has occured this year.. and it's gone by WAY faster than any other month imo... and it's weird that like, my life is like... where it is? Ugh, failure to see into the long term future I guess. XD Besides I kinda lacked--
WHAT DID I MISS WHO WAS TROLLING-- MY GOD I AM SO CONFUSED AND SADDENED THAT SOMETHING HAPPENED WHAAAT. :( kay, remind everyone on vBF2 to soft delete ~everything~ since I dun wanna miss nuffin. XD; Ooh I don't feel so-- what. this song? LOL. I fail to see why I'm tl;dring but hay to anyone that reads this :>