Alone...

It was always hard for me to make a semi-below decent amount of friends during my early school years. I'm glad I have a fair number of friends with me. ^_^
Although girls are better friends to be with than boys most of the time because boys at my school are over-competitive. I wouldn't like going through life alone like that. I've had bad experience of being alone when I was a small child.
 
I like being near people. I feel very unsafe when I'm alone. So I wouldnt think being alone is in my future.
 
I know I've posted before.. but I wrote a long entry on this in my blog like a day ago..

If you don't mind...

https://www.pokecommunity.com/blog.php?b=10175


And an excerpt:

"Loneliness – it is separate from aloneness; two different things. Our physical nature is to be alone. We can never, not be alone. But that is not a problem, it only causes sorrow when we run away from it. When we run from our nature, we cause our own pangs of loneliness… but when we acknowledge and embrace our nature, we find the beauty of aloneness.

From aloneness, that is the beginning of true Romance. I am not saying everybody fakes love – I'm saying lonely people do; for they cannot love if they need. Love is the opposite of need. Once you stop needing, that is when you can find love. There are many who do truly love; there are many who do not expect anything in return – but those are the souls who have found aloneness.

Once you have stopped being needy is when you can truly go out into the world and find a proper romance and relationships. Otherwise, it is likely to be neediness, attachment – and not real love. Real Love cannot come from loneliness. I am not saying we should all be alone forever, although there's definitely nothing wrong with that."
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No, because I want to die alone, I can't see myself with another human being ever. In fact that's one of my goals.

I don't care for being alone, really. Especially when I've been emotionally and socially alone for most of my life. It's helped me grasp things I wouldn't have understood any other way, so I don't mind it.

Besides, when your alone you get a sense of emptiness, which everyone should experience once in their lives to have a greater understanding of themselves.
 
Nah. I'm never actually truly alone. I like to be by myself a lot of the time, it's nice to just have that quite solitude. Of course, just because I like the silence, doesn't mean I like to be alone. I would hate to be alone, actually. I'm know that I'm not because I have people who care about me, I have people who would be sad if I were to disappear. Safety in numbers, too, safety= survival. Survival = natural human instinct.

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That being said, there have been times when I've felt extremely lonely. Felt like those people that do care about me, never really did. Of course, I can be a bit of an emotional **** sometimes. I try my best to muscle through it, but just sometimes I wish I had people I could talk to. I mean, there are people there for me, I just don't think I could trust with everything about me under the hood.

One particular time when I felt extremely alone is when the one person I care about most in this world decided not to talk to me. Just because his boyfriend didn't want him to :x I mean, I knew this guy before the two even started talking, and well yeah, that's a story for a different time and place.

I hate when people feel lonely, because I've experienced it myself. So I always try to be there for people and include them in things, because I hate when those kinds of things happen to me. So yeah, most people find me a rather good friend I guess.
 
i'm a bit of a loner so i don't think i would hate being 50 and single. i mean it would be nice to meet someone who i could fall in love with and spend the rest of my life with. but i'm also not the type to be with someone just because i dont wonna be alone. i'd rather be alone and happy then with some one i don't love/ bad company :D
 
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