Ayano Katagiri/Kagami ☆ Clubbo!

[Ayano Katagiri]

But that's... different. Tali didn't want to leave on her own accord, I do now.. PC's not so invitingly fun and I feel lonely being online. Meh... O.o I could do other stuff online instead of PC but instead I'm here still...

 

[Hakeen]

Well, you leaving is your choice, but like, the rest of my freinds wont be able to deal with my missing phases again... so I dunno.

 

[Melody]

No, I'm not. Everyone is just boring, plus... no one seems to care anyway. So if I did disappear, things would carry on as normal without me.

But that's... different. Tali didn't want to leave on her own accord, I do now.. PC's not so invitingly fun and I feel lonely being online. Meh... O.o I could do other stuff online instead of PC but instead I'm here still...

Alex! Dont you dare say that!! Kica cares about you alot!! If you left she'd really go over the edge! You know how hard she took it when Tali left and that was against Tali's will. She'd be well past that stage if you ever left and wanted to leave forever. I know that PC isnt the most 'fun' place like it used to be. Heh. I miss the old times too but that's no reason to leave.

Well, you leaving is your choice, but like, the rest of my freinds wont be able to deal with my missing phases again... so I dunno.

Kica, I know how bad you'd feel if alex ever left on his own.
I'd be pretty mad at him ya know. I didnt just step down quietly to have him abandon you worse than Tali did. >_>

You picked her up and put her back together. You were the one that was there the most for her. I wont get in the way if you leave her because you decide that she's not for you and all but abandoning her after knowing fullly what she went through after Tali left?! That's just cruel!
*evil eyes* You had better be joking about all of this alex. I'm not gonna let you just break her heart like that.

Kica, we may not speak much these days but please realize that I stil care. You are a friend and I'm not about to let any friend of mine go through what possibly may be worse than the pain you felt when Tali left. You still feel it sometimes dont you? I may not have been able to stop Tali even if I were there to do so but I swore after losing you that I'd never let you go through that kind of pain again. I stand by that word today not only because I swore to but because I cant just sit idly by while a friend of mine suffers.

Alex, Realize that I'm here if you ever need to talk. I know that PC can be dull and all and that you may be having a rough time with balancing school and online time and all. I'm not gonna fault you if you decide to be 'less active' because of school. However you must also be willing to accept the fact that Nica may be saddened by that a bit. I'll do my best to keep her from losing hope but, like I've said a thousand times before, there is only so much I can do for her. She responds to you best. She trusts you the most and she loves you to top it all off. I can only weaken her sorrow to a bearable level at best. You can help her banish it completely.

 

[Ayano Katagiri]

Okay... take two. I tried posting this before but had to get off... O.o

Well, you leaving is your choice, but like, the rest of my freinds wont be able to deal with my missing phases again... so I dunno.

Well exactly... that's the point. You'd be missed if you left and I just... well I dunno really. I feel as if I'm ignored and that's not good at all for me. *points to self* Am attention seeking at times. Look at it from another's point of view and maybe you might understand why...

Alex! Dont you dare say that!! Kica cares about you alot!! If you left she'd really go over the edge! You know how hard she took it when Tali left and that was against Tali's will. She'd be well past that stage if you ever left and wanted to leave forever. I know that PC isnt the most 'fun' place like it used to be. Heh. I miss the old times too but that's no reason to leave.

Firstly, whoa... a long as post. O.o I'm gonna break this up into parts for easier way to reply...
Yes I do know, but there's a problem that I'm having staying online. Sure, PC may not be as fun as it used to be, I definitely admit that especially when compared to November '06 to around March '07. Those times were far different to now, more careless and kinda nooby... and more fun for some reason. O.o I've been here for more than an entire year now and pretty much been online every single day since last year. It is kinda tiring to do and still get some enjoyment out of. Like having something so much that it just becomes a point when it's too much, if you get what I mean....

You picked her up and put her back together. You were the one that was there the most for her. I wont get in the way if you leave her because you decide that she's not for you and all but abandoning her after knowing fullly what she went through after Tali left?! That's just cruel!
*evil eyes* You had better be joking about all of this alex. I'm not gonna let you just break her heart like that.

Now, this is looking back and yes... things were kinda different back then. And no, you've got it wrong there. It's not that I'm wanting to leave because I've decided some sort of "Not the one" excuse, it's for an assortment of reasons which make it have an opposite effect to what you've said then. I'm not wanting to leave just to hurt someone else purposefully.
I'm not joking about any of this. There's just a strange feeling that I'm getting, which, isn't completely nice at all.... too much negativity and not enough happiness around the place. Everytime I seem to wander in here, it appears kinda gloomy and not what I really wanted to see. I'm not 100% certain what I'm have and will be saying is gonna make sense at all to anyone bothering to read all this, but something's just not right...

Alex, Realize that I'm here if you ever need to talk. I know that PC can be dull and all and that you may be having a rough time with balancing school and online time and all. I'm not gonna fault you if you decide to be 'less active' because of school. However you must also be willing to accept the fact that Nica may be saddened by that a bit. I'll do my best to keep her from losing hope but, like I've said a thousand times before, there is only so much I can do for her. She responds to you best. She trusts you the most and she loves you to top it all off. I can only weaken her sorrow to a bearable level at best. You can help her banish it completely.

Yes, I do and I appreciate that, really. I don't really know if it's a talking matter but neithertheless if you wish, I think I'll be online when you are usually on Wednesday afternoon mytime. I've got something on tomorrow so I won't be online directly. I never seem to be anyway...
It's not really about balancing school. I feel as if I've half done that job now. I've talked to you about this before, expectations and all that... it's just not really my thing to crack down and actually get working. But I have in a way over the past week or so, at least, thinking more about it.
I seriously don't know if all that's true anymore... I've missed out on too much over the two weeks to judge on that position.

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And that took quite a long time to write.... there are still some things that keep me coming to PC, but otherwise... without those.....

 

[Hakeen]

Well exactly... that's the point. You'd be missed if you left and I just... well I dunno really. I feel as if I'm ignored and that's not good at all for me. *points to self* Am attention seeking at times. Look at it from another's point of view and maybe you might understand why...

Remind me to come over to NZ and hit you. XD You're never ignored, I'm more of the ignored one actually.

 

[Melody]

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Okay... take two. I tried posting this before but had to get off... O.o


Well exactly... that's the point. You'd be missed if you left and I just... well I dunno really. I feel as if I'm ignored and that's not good at all for me. *points to self* Am attention seeking at times. Look at it from another's point of view and maybe you might understand why...

I am. I understand perfectly. But leaving because you dont get enough attention from people just like you. People who also have to fight with their real lives to get some online time. We're sorry we can't put you in center stage all the time and sometimes you gotta stand up and play your supporting role. You are the most important character to Kica anyway. That's all that should matter IMO.
Heh. Right now as I type this post Siggy is way busy with her own problems to solve. You dont see me crying do you? You dont see me ready to leave when everyone else's problems put mine on hold. I know you aint that selfish alex.

Firstly, whoa... a long as post. O.o I'm gonna break this up into parts for easier way to reply...
Yes I do know, but there's a problem that I'm having staying online. Sure, PC may not be as fun as it used to be, I definitely admit that especially when compared to November '06 to around March '07. Those times were far different to now, more careless and kinda nooby... and more fun for some reason. O.o I've been here for more than an entire year now and pretty much been online every single day since last year. It is kinda tiring to do and still get some enjoyment out of. Like having something so much that it just becomes a point when it's too much, if you get what I mean....

Whoa. I can understand you being tired of PC but it's still no reason to abandon it and a girl that happens to love you 1000x more than you know. I didnt say you couldnt become less active for a bit and come back. Second of all I know that it doesnt seem like anyone cares anymore but belive me, we do. If anyone should feel ignored it's me because you and nica hardly ever talk to me anymore. XP Realize that even if we arent able to chat with ya all the time that we still DO care. Dont let guilt or depression or any of those other blues-y feelings get to you.

Now, this is looking back and yes... things were kinda different back then. And no, you've got it wrong there. It's not that I'm wanting to leave because I've decided some sort of "Not the one" excuse, it's for an assortment of reasons which make it have an opposite effect to what you've said then. I'm not wanting to leave just to hurt someone else purposefully.
I know you dont want to hurt Kica but, If you leave it's gonna hurt her. And I dont know if I'll be able to do what you did for her alex. T_T
My weakness is that I care too much. I can never hope to fill the shoes that you did Alex. Just like you couldnt fill Tali's shoes. But you neednt let that get you down either. I might be able to pick her back up if you let her fall but, she wont be the same again.
I'm not joking about any of this. There's just a strange feeling that I'm getting, which, isn't completely nice at all.... too much negativity and not enough happiness around the place. Everytime I seem to wander in here, it appears kinda gloomy and not what I really wanted to see. I'm not 100% certain what I'm have and will be saying is gonna make sense at all to anyone bothering to read all this, but something's just not right...

I agree Alex. It's a mystery to me as well. But dont let too many chapters of the police-y staff get to your head and make you paranoid either. I deal with PC's negativity too ya know. Why do you think I come here so often? I know something's up! I dont know what and neither does anyone else for sure but I have my guesses and it has a lot to do with the rules getting too strict and all for having any fun.

Yes, I do and I appreciate that, really. I don't really know if it's a talking matter but neithertheless if you wish, I think I'll be online when you are usually on Wednesday afternoon mytime. I've got something on tomorrow so I won't be online directly. I never seem to be anyway...
I think I have a clue about what's bothering you. I'll discuss that matter with you on MSN as soon as i see you online. Seriously alex, Dont let those blues get you down. You are the luckiest guy in the world as far as I'm concerned. Kica loves you a lot and you've got friends that DO care whether you are ready to realize that or not.
It's not really about balancing school. I feel as if I've half done that job now. I've talked to you about this before, expectations and all that... it's just not really my thing to crack down and actually get working. But I have in a way over the past week or so, at least, thinking more about it.
I seriously don't know if all that's true anymore... I've missed out on too much over the two weeks to judge on that position.

Do you think I feel like I fit in when I miss pages and pages of your FCs 'cuz ya'll post too fast for me? No, I dont. It's no big deal Alex. I missed almost 2 years of PC and I caught up just fine.
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And that took quite a long time to write.... there are still some things that keep me coming to PC, but otherwise... without those.....

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Remind me to come over to NZ and hit you. XD You're never ignored, I'm more of the ignored one actually.

Yeah I agree. I wanna come over there and smack you too. XD You arent ignored. We do care man. Seriously. Take a breather(as in inactivenss) and come back if you need too. I wont complain about that.

 

[Ayano Katagiri]

Remind me to come over to NZ and hit you. XD You're never ignored, I'm more of the ignored one actually.

Yeah I agree. I wanna come over there and smack you too. XD You arent ignored. We do care man. Seriously. Take a breather(as in inactivenss) and come back if you need too. I wont complain about that.

Sweet then... both just come and hit me. O.o Too bad there's an anti-smacking law now in place to stop that. And the extra, assualt, intention to harm etc charges that could be laid... hehe. xD
And Nica, no... not quite actually.

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Um.. I'll do the same below, except in normal font. O.o

I am. I understand perfectly. But leaving because you dont get enough attention from people just like you. People who also have to fight with their real lives to get some online time. We're sorry we can't put you in center stage all the time and sometimes you gotta stand up and play your supporting role. You are the most important character to Kica anyway. That's all that should matter IMO.
Heh. Right now as I type this post Siggy is way busy with her own problems to solve. You dont see me crying do you? You dont see me ready to leave when everyone else's problems put mine on hold. I know you aint that selfish alex.

Well um... that was actually directed at Nica. O.o
I'm not saying that I have to be in center stage, that's not the point. It's a different kind of ignorance that I'm getting which doesn't necessary involved having to live the time in the spotlight and continously carry on being "Oh look at me!! GIVE ME ATTENTION" etc. That's not what I meant...
I never said you have to deal with everyone else's problems, I'm perfectly fine with leaving my own things and putting others ahead.

Whoa. I can understand you being tired of PC but it's still no reason to abandon it and a girl that happens to love you 1000x more than you know. I didnt say you couldnt become less active for a bit and come back. Second of all I know that it doesnt seem like anyone cares anymore but belive me, we do. If anyone should feel ignored it's me because you and nica hardly ever talk to me anymore. XP Realize that even if we arent able to chat with ya all the time that we still DO care. Dont let guilt or depression or any of those other blues-y feelings get to you.

It's not just PC, it's the whole "staying online" act. I'm always online till at least 11PM and that doesn't do any good for me especially over a series of days continously getting up early for school. As much as I'd love to stay and do all this, it's hitting me harder than I'd expect. Being less active again won't help. Remember the two weeks before last weekend?? That didn't exactly loosen me up... something happened in those two weeks and has made me lose interest.
I hardly talk to anyone at all now. Especially online.

I know you dont want to hurt Kica but, If you leave it's gonna hurt her. And I dont know if I'll be able to do what you did for her alex. T_T
My weakness is that I care too much. I can never hope to fill the shoes that you did Alex. Just like you couldnt fill Tali's shoes. But you neednt let that get you down either. I might be able to pick her back up if you let her fall but, she wont be the same again.

There are some things that I want to say, but I'm just not gonna. If I do leave now, it'll be at least December before I come back. O.o That's how long I'm prepared to go for at least.
There's no filling in the shoes. You can never expect one to fill another's shoes (unless it's the same person in disguise >.< which is then just weird). Now... just take a look and see if we are taking this far too seriously. It's not exactly that I want to disappoint her by disappearing for a long period of time, it's something else which I really just can't explain right now.

I agree Alex. It's a mystery to me as well. But dont let too many chapters of the police-y staff get to your head and make you paranoid either. I deal with PC's negativity too ya know. Why do you think I come here so often? I know something's up! I dont know what and neither does anyone else for sure but I have my guesses and it has a lot to do with the rules getting too strict and all for having any fun.

No, no. That has nothing to do with it. I'm not afraid of some random attacking me and stopping me from getting online. Hehe... It's just that the atmosphere around here is different... something's seriously changed and not for the good.

I think I have a clue about what's bothering you. I'll discuss that matter with you on MSN as soon as i see you online. Seriously alex, Dont let those blues get you down. You are the luckiest guy in the world as far as I'm concerned. Kica loves you a lot and you've got friends that DO care whether you are ready to realize that or not.

Umm... you do? O.o Well I'm online now.. so if you wish to talk.. I'm feeling kinda sick today so I didn't stay at school for too long.

Do you think I feel like I fit in when I miss pages and pages of your FCs 'cuz ya'll post too fast for me? No, I dont. It's no big deal Alex. I missed almost 2 years of PC and I caught up just fine.

You have a knack of doing so... I miss things and feel lost and confused very easily... O.o

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In other news. xD

I have officially caught my first shiny Pokemon~ yay! A shiny Onix appeared when I was doing a double battle in one of those team up partner things in D/P. I was with that guy who looks very much like the Movie one from the Lucario movie when two Onixs appeared... one shiny, one normal. I thought his Lucario was gonna kill it.. O.o Luckily my Bronzong knocked it out. xD

Why do shinys have such lower catch rates?? Hehe...

A Shiny, Female Lvl 33 Onix!!
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[Hakeen]

You wouldn't report us to the police. You'd just accept being smacked and get over it... or else we'll smack again. XD

 

[Ayano Katagiri]

*pokes* What makes you think that? The police are very strict here now because of the new law. xD They'll get you for smacking.

 

[Hakeen]

They wont find me... I'll hide out in your um... basement or somewhere.

 

[Ayano Katagiri]

My basement is like a bar/pub-styled room... you really want to hide there?

Actually... it is pretty awesome down there. Just no TV. D:

 

[Hakeen]

Ohk I'll hide there. I'll be fine without TV, where will you be while I'm hiding?

 

[Ayano Katagiri]

Ohk I'll hide there. I'll be fine without TV, where will you be while I'm hiding?

It's really dusty too.. we never use the room.

I... will be somewhere, maybe like in my room or umm... the police station giving evidence.

 

[Hakeen]

I'll go back to Australia then...

Because if the police catch me you wont even help out x_X

 

[Ayano Katagiri]

I'll go back to Australia then...

Because if the police catch me you wont even help out x_X

That isn't so economical...

Depends... seeing as the situation would begin with me setting the police on you... that kinda doesn't work backwards.

 

[Hakeen]

I'll trip over and return to Australia!

But you really would make the police come get me? That's... that's... not something you'd do as your online self.

 

[Ayano Katagiri]

Trip over the giant ditch.

Hmm. Well, no. I wouldn't get the police, I'd just sort it out myself to start of with. If it got rough... then yes, the police would be needed. And justice will be served, hehe+

Or something stupid like that.

 

[Hakeen]

I'll trip over my own feet. So there... though, I could get injured... D: Buuuut... INSURANCE! I'll make you pay insurance for my feet being hurt.

Hah... me? getting rough? Uhm no. Yeah, I guess no police needed then.

 

[Ayano Katagiri]

That'll only get you to the other side. The great ditch is what you have to cross!!
Umm.. nope. I'm completely broke right now, so no money payout from me... The insurance company will pay for ya~

Rough, intense, vicious, anything beyond what I can't be bothered dealing with...

 

[Hakeen]

I mean your parents. They would see how heartbroken you are with me having a hurt foot... they'd pay.

What would you deal with anyways?