"AAAAAAHHHHHHH" Joshs eyes shot open and he screamed at the top of his voice, there was a painful cold spreading across him he looked down to see Rikkilyn freezing his blood, to stop more from coming.
*I'm sorry guys......, but don't worry....it's gone... the demon I mean, its gone, while I was under his control, I was still concious and I could feel his abilities surging true me, but, I also gained knowledge of things only he knew. Thats when I decided to stab myself in the stomach, you see the Demonica is a dagger, that attacks the soul by damaging the body, and since the demon was more in control of me, the Demonica killed him not me.....* Josh thought to them. *And please dont get a nurse Im fine.
Suddenly at the mention of the daggers name it jumped out of Rikkis hand and shot at Josh who barely caught it in time, as soon as his flesh made contact with the dagger his eyes turned blood-red again and his teeth turned to fangs, he could feel the demons power of speed and strength flooding through, the only difference was that he was in control.
He looked at his face and in horror through the dagger away, but it just turnned around and came right back into his hand, he tried breaking the contact to his flesh by putting the dagger in his pocket, this sort of worked his strength went back to normal but he could tell he still had his speed. His face fixed fro the most part but his left eye was still completely blood-red.
Josh felt memories his real memories the memories the demon kept from him...
He remembered Killing his own Father,and being taken to a mental Asylum, he remembered using the demons abilitys to kill everyone in the Asylum and escape to New York, he remembered the Demon telling him that he was there to find the Demons killer as it planted the fake memories in his head, he remembered hearing a voice at the back of his head telling him which hotel to go to and he remembered the Demon giving him Nightmares to make him wake up...
He looked at his eye again, "Im....Im amonster just look at me, Ive killed so many people, I , I killed my own father and hundreds of doctors and mental patients" Josh whispered , tears streaming down his face. "I...I...tried to kill you....I....Im sorry I...*starts to cry out loud* WHYYYYY?!.....WHYYYYYY?!?...."Josh was shouting at the top of his lungs and crying even louder, he stared up into his sky as he screamed. "I....Im sorry Dad...I...I never wanted this, please hear this I beg you, please know that I love you, I didn't want this to happen...Im sorry Dad...Im sorry to everyone that I killed and...."He looked over at the angels."Im sorry Angels of Darkness, I..I never meant to attack you.....I....." Josh couldn't finish his last sentence he had fallen unconcious from depression, his last thought was that if he died may whatever God there was forgive his soul.
(((OOC: wow that post went way longer than I thought it would)))