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As my mom said, though, we're all on our own journeys, and my time will come later. She also said how something could be going on in the more fortunate person's life that we're unaware of, which is why they've been so fortunate lately.
I think another part of it is fear that my friends will change. Of course, that kind of makes it so that you yourself can't change, else you'd be hypocritical if your friends disliked you changing but you didn't care. Honestly, I don't mind if the change is for the better, but if they changed for the worst then I'd be more concerned.
Funny how I can be so positive at times, telling people how positive thinking really works, yet I can be so negative at other times, acting like a spoiled brat or a female dog.
Lastly, I also wish how I could really show that I've matured since the time I've joined this forum to now. I know I've changed for the better good, and that I'll keep changing for the better.