Skye
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~*Silent Tattsu*~ said:I have never been kissed ;_; Not even on the cheek, by anyone else than my family. I can relate with Kaga in a way, i know how you feel. Just don't make yourself down about the subject mate, i'm pretty positive you'll find love one day. There's no rush, one day hopefully you'll look back once you've got somebody special and think how silly it was to worry ;)
I'm at that wierd stage really....i don't know exactly how i feel :/ I don't know whether i'm ready for it or not. Ya know the usual, i'm an early teen, peer pressure about getting a Boyfriend ect. so many 13yr olds who are in relationships already, i feel left out in a way cause i don't have many friends, i'm pretty lonely and i like the idea of love. I'm just confused at the moment. Although i don't think many of the 13yr olds at my school really know what love is. They just go round snogging each other for the sake of it and because they think its cool. I find them pretty lame to tell the truth.
I mean at this age you seem so pressured to grow up and have your first kiss by the time your 12. If you haven't had your first kiss by 13 you get gasps from peers, who think thats shocking or something. I mean it really isn't *sweatdrops*
I'm in no rush to have my first kiss, and i don't think i'll have it anytime soon. At the moment i'm pretty lost in my life, just moved Schools and i don't have many friends. It seems like a dream that could never come true for me to have a somebody who would like me back at the moment. I've had quite afew crushes in my life but alot of them were just pre-teen crushes in the stage of growing up. I've never had a BF. Anyway, i don't think i'm ready yet. Oh dear, depressing topic for me ;_;
Oh, Tatt...don't worry too much about it! :) Everyone in this world is so different from everyone else, that it's not abnormal at all for you to not have been kissed. Your peers are just as you have described them: immature, and kissing for the heck of it. A kiss is something special, and something to be shared with someone you really care about. I commend you for your values and morals. Not a lot of people have them these days!
As for boyfriends, well, don't feel bad. I didn't have a bf until I was 16!! O_o. We're still together now, a few years strong, and it's fantastic. I daresay one day we will be married! ^^
So just be patient! It'll happen for you when you're ready. :)