Smooky
You blinked, didn't you?
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- Age 33
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- Seen Mar 25, 2012
School for me has been... interesting. I'm sorry if this sounds like I'm just venting about my worries, but I have a lot of them and I honestly have no one to confide in. You can skip me if you don't want to know.
I used to be schooled online, but that didn't work out for me. No one supported me, if I asked for help I'd be treated like I was being a nuisance for asking. I was already extremely shy and socially awkward, and after about 3 years of very, very little interaction with peers, (I'd say I saw someone close to my age one every two-three months) I was very frightened when I became enrolled in real highschool.
I decided to go to a real school because I had fallen greatly behind during my online school, it only took a year of that to render me too depressed to care anymore. And before I had been in an online school, my parents had enrolled me in a very small and strict private religious academy. It was a very old-fashioned one room schoolhouse with 20 students total. When the main teacher passed away the school disbanded, and my parents feared I wouldn't be able to handle public school after being so used to the private one. So that's how I got into the online one.
So far I have almost completed a year of public school and have one more to go. I wasn't given any AP or hard classes because of my situation. I'm a nervous wreck about college, because I want to improve myself so much and get the heck away from this place that I've been confined in. Literally, I hardly ever get to leave the house because its so isolated from town! But on the other hand I think I'm becoming used to other people, which is good for me. I'm not very popular but people think I'm smart, and some of my teachers say that my detail in my work is even better than students in their harder classes. So I'm not dumb, at least.
I used to be schooled online, but that didn't work out for me. No one supported me, if I asked for help I'd be treated like I was being a nuisance for asking. I was already extremely shy and socially awkward, and after about 3 years of very, very little interaction with peers, (I'd say I saw someone close to my age one every two-three months) I was very frightened when I became enrolled in real highschool.
I decided to go to a real school because I had fallen greatly behind during my online school, it only took a year of that to render me too depressed to care anymore. And before I had been in an online school, my parents had enrolled me in a very small and strict private religious academy. It was a very old-fashioned one room schoolhouse with 20 students total. When the main teacher passed away the school disbanded, and my parents feared I wouldn't be able to handle public school after being so used to the private one. So that's how I got into the online one.
So far I have almost completed a year of public school and have one more to go. I wasn't given any AP or hard classes because of my situation. I'm a nervous wreck about college, because I want to improve myself so much and get the heck away from this place that I've been confined in. Literally, I hardly ever get to leave the house because its so isolated from town! But on the other hand I think I'm becoming used to other people, which is good for me. I'm not very popular but people think I'm smart, and some of my teachers say that my detail in my work is even better than students in their harder classes. So I'm not dumb, at least.