Autistic Lucario
Life is too short not to enjoy
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There was nothing merry about it for me this year u_u.
Last night, I couldn't sleep because I was so excited for Christmas Day. When I got up, I was happy and went downstairs.
Our puppy likes to trample all over everything and jump around like a goof. Dad likes to yell at me for getting angry at the puppy. They basically spoiled the whole experience with all the chaos they caused.
On top of that, everyone really enjoyed their presents...except me. Nobody knew what I wanted this year. I was going to make a Christmas list this year, but I learned from experience that there's little hope I'll get much out of it. I don't care how many presents I get as long as I enjoy them...and frankly, I didn't get much enjoyment out of them.
The sad thing is that I put a lot of thought and effort into what to get my family for Christmas. I got dad a glass butterfly with writing that says "believe in miracles." He absolutely loved the cup with a picture of B A Baracus on it saying "I don't fly, fool!" I got my sister a Wii game and she fell in love with it, along with a Sterling Silver butterfly necklace with peridots and amethysts in the wings. I got my mom a glass teddy bear, holding a rose with the word "MOM" next to it, along with several bars of exotic homemade soap that don't exist anywhere else.
But no one really thought about what I wanted this year. Don't get me wrong, I like the thought behind the presents, but most of them will be used or gone in a matter of days or weeks. There's not really much I can keep and remember.
We didn't even get that White Christmas that I prayed for over a month to happen.
The magic of Christmas is gone now, because of today. I feel crushed...yet guilty that I didn't do enough to make Christmas better. I don't think I'm looking forward to the new year either, thanks to what happened a couple months ago on Halloween.
Christmas doesn't mean much to me anymore. That said, I can't take away from the enjoyment of others and I'm glad that most people here enjoyed Christmas. My family enjoyed it too...but inside I felt left out and isolated from everyone else. If I tell my family that, there definitely won't be a Christmas next year.
Well, I hope you guys on PC enjoyed Christmas. At least it meant something to you, right?
Last night, I couldn't sleep because I was so excited for Christmas Day. When I got up, I was happy and went downstairs.
Our puppy likes to trample all over everything and jump around like a goof. Dad likes to yell at me for getting angry at the puppy. They basically spoiled the whole experience with all the chaos they caused.
On top of that, everyone really enjoyed their presents...except me. Nobody knew what I wanted this year. I was going to make a Christmas list this year, but I learned from experience that there's little hope I'll get much out of it. I don't care how many presents I get as long as I enjoy them...and frankly, I didn't get much enjoyment out of them.
The sad thing is that I put a lot of thought and effort into what to get my family for Christmas. I got dad a glass butterfly with writing that says "believe in miracles." He absolutely loved the cup with a picture of B A Baracus on it saying "I don't fly, fool!" I got my sister a Wii game and she fell in love with it, along with a Sterling Silver butterfly necklace with peridots and amethysts in the wings. I got my mom a glass teddy bear, holding a rose with the word "MOM" next to it, along with several bars of exotic homemade soap that don't exist anywhere else.
But no one really thought about what I wanted this year. Don't get me wrong, I like the thought behind the presents, but most of them will be used or gone in a matter of days or weeks. There's not really much I can keep and remember.
We didn't even get that White Christmas that I prayed for over a month to happen.
The magic of Christmas is gone now, because of today. I feel crushed...yet guilty that I didn't do enough to make Christmas better. I don't think I'm looking forward to the new year either, thanks to what happened a couple months ago on Halloween.
Christmas doesn't mean much to me anymore. That said, I can't take away from the enjoyment of others and I'm glad that most people here enjoyed Christmas. My family enjoyed it too...but inside I felt left out and isolated from everyone else. If I tell my family that, there definitely won't be a Christmas next year.
Well, I hope you guys on PC enjoyed Christmas. At least it meant something to you, right?
