Good day to you too, Mr. Toothache. Dear, what an interesting name it is, as well. Sometimes it isn't necessarily true that others are not thinking fast enough. There is a high, high possibility that the so rumored "fast thinking" or "intelligent conversation" of Naminé maybe unnecessarily complicated, or too impractical in nature to ever be taken into account, and hence maybe it is better to go back to the basics... Each to their own cup of tea~ Indeed, it is better to talk it out with someone, but Naminé usually talks to herself due to reasons mentioned further down the post. Since she talks to herself in real life in order to sort anything out, it gave birth to the third person posting style~
As for Mr. Krafty Quill's comments, Naminé cannot but thank for his well experienced comments. Certainly, Naminé is in no state of depression for certain, as she remains the ability to eat, to sleep, would have watched TV if she has one. Indeed, she has always have a severely troubling issue with trust, since the time of birth, and even worse afterwards. Yet, she has indeed tried to blindly trust her only friend regardless of how her twisted sense of "logic" desperately convinces her not to do so, and gave her friend the final key to unlock all mysteries possible of her previous years... Yet it seems, something remains insufficient and gave birth to grief in the end... Thus, it can only prove Naminé's incompetence like so.
Everything in this world may go wrong to burn and rot in the most awful way possible, but she knows that there is always the Lord up in heaven who will always safeguard her sanity and comforts her with the most distant light. That is what she learned to remember from her first loss, and she will never be so depressed again since she knows that Christ Jesus will never let her be alone... Unhappy she maybe, and often too, but satisfaction of a deep hearted joy will embrace her always~
(And let not be today to be the day that decides rather if this perception is only a "hallucination" of her mind due to her weakness. Let Naminé be so, and believe what she wants~)
As for Ms. Lily's dear comments, what should Naminé say to her friend in return then? What would Ms. Lily recommand as something to say if she is to be in Naminé's place? Perhaps Naminé remains unskilled at speaking of what the hearts desire to do, and in the end the words fail to reflect it so... what should she do then according to Ms. Lily?