♥~*Abby*~♥
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sniff... sniff... EVERYTHING in this story is true... and all happened 2 me in my past, 5th grade 2 b exact (school year of 2005/2006) i decided 2 share this 2 c what u thought, because i think a had a VERRRRY traumatic year in 5th grade, if u have comments, post below. and oh yeah, none of this applies 2 me nemore... but it happened...
the beginning of 5th grade wasnt THAT bad. i had friends, a nice teacher, it was as if everything was going 4 me... when suddenly, the "news" was told 2 me. id be moving. but THAT was only the beginning... well, i was still staying in pensilvania, but still... thered only no like, 2 people at my new school, and i didnt even no them that well. one of them was anthony. he is 2 grades older than me, and plays a BIG role in this story... the only good thing about my new school was that my teacher was better than my old one, but i put THAT in perspective... my mom made me take medications, and i didnt like how they made me feel... they landed me in anger management class, and made me depressed, an "enraged emo" 2 say the least. i was mad. i had a worst enemy named collin. we normally get in2 verbal fights, but it sometimes got phsyical. there was 2 people in my class that i wanted 2 murder... and my depressed side, well... i wanted 2 commit suiside, and i sent emails about how i hated my life 2 anthony... he told me not 2 commit suiside, but i didnt listen. i wasnt exactly sure HOW i wanted 2 commit suiside, but i did. i was considering using a knife, or maybe jumping off my deck... lets say this, i DIDNT no how 2 painlessly commit suiside... i was going 2 anger management class every schoolday exexpt 4 friday, and id b there 4 the summer camp 2, with my worst enemies... and then, in march, my dog died. i thought "y him, y NOT me..." i got in2 a bus accident on the way 2 anger management , but i didnt die, i thought "y couldnt i of died...." then one day in may, i decided 2 check my emails, of cource, i failed 2 click the lil' "X" button while leaving the room. little did i no what was going 2 happen because of that... one friday, i left earlyfrom school, 2 go 2 a doctors, or should i say "doctors" appiontment. my mom said if i was good 4 7 days, i could earn my privivledeg of my gamecube back (it was taken away becuase i was behaving bad) and this would b day 7... during the LOOOOOOONG appiontment, i decided 2 ask my mom when id b returning home, and she said, "unfortunatly, not 4 a long time..." that day, i was ammited in2 the devoreux hospital, 4 bing depressed and enraged. she checked my emails. i was enraged. i had 2 b in with a roommate name brianna. there was a girl named sabrina whod beat the little girls all the time. it was fear...4 my life... eventually i was taken out of the hospital, it was near the end of may... i said 2 my classmates i was in florida... few no 2 this day were i REALLY was 4 that week..and i thanked ant because w/o him i probably wouldnt b alive... that summer, i choked while eating alone. i gagged it back up. had my problem been left ignored, i probably would of left it in there, so i could died, but it was cured. i swear, every word of that story was true. so what did yall think?!
the beginning of 5th grade wasnt THAT bad. i had friends, a nice teacher, it was as if everything was going 4 me... when suddenly, the "news" was told 2 me. id be moving. but THAT was only the beginning... well, i was still staying in pensilvania, but still... thered only no like, 2 people at my new school, and i didnt even no them that well. one of them was anthony. he is 2 grades older than me, and plays a BIG role in this story... the only good thing about my new school was that my teacher was better than my old one, but i put THAT in perspective... my mom made me take medications, and i didnt like how they made me feel... they landed me in anger management class, and made me depressed, an "enraged emo" 2 say the least. i was mad. i had a worst enemy named collin. we normally get in2 verbal fights, but it sometimes got phsyical. there was 2 people in my class that i wanted 2 murder... and my depressed side, well... i wanted 2 commit suiside, and i sent emails about how i hated my life 2 anthony... he told me not 2 commit suiside, but i didnt listen. i wasnt exactly sure HOW i wanted 2 commit suiside, but i did. i was considering using a knife, or maybe jumping off my deck... lets say this, i DIDNT no how 2 painlessly commit suiside... i was going 2 anger management class every schoolday exexpt 4 friday, and id b there 4 the summer camp 2, with my worst enemies... and then, in march, my dog died. i thought "y him, y NOT me..." i got in2 a bus accident on the way 2 anger management , but i didnt die, i thought "y couldnt i of died...." then one day in may, i decided 2 check my emails, of cource, i failed 2 click the lil' "X" button while leaving the room. little did i no what was going 2 happen because of that... one friday, i left earlyfrom school, 2 go 2 a doctors, or should i say "doctors" appiontment. my mom said if i was good 4 7 days, i could earn my privivledeg of my gamecube back (it was taken away becuase i was behaving bad) and this would b day 7... during the LOOOOOOONG appiontment, i decided 2 ask my mom when id b returning home, and she said, "unfortunatly, not 4 a long time..." that day, i was ammited in2 the devoreux hospital, 4 bing depressed and enraged. she checked my emails. i was enraged. i had 2 b in with a roommate name brianna. there was a girl named sabrina whod beat the little girls all the time. it was fear...4 my life... eventually i was taken out of the hospital, it was near the end of may... i said 2 my classmates i was in florida... few no 2 this day were i REALLY was 4 that week..and i thanked ant because w/o him i probably wouldnt b alive... that summer, i choked while eating alone. i gagged it back up. had my problem been left ignored, i probably would of left it in there, so i could died, but it was cured. i swear, every word of that story was true. so what did yall think?!
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