Sadness...collapsed...my world is shattered....

im sorry..... but its good your not sad today.... Ive not tried to have a depresion, but Ive heard of it..... I think the best thing is to talk to a specialst...............
 
I've never been seriously depressed, thankfully it seems I've been fortunate. I have been around people who suffer with it though, it is hard. All I can suggest is try to get a change of surroundings break old habits and try to avoid aloneness if you can. It's something you'll always fight, but you still can affect how much it controls you.
 
I guess it's only my problem...I mean it could be worse...like my cousin...she had depression to the point where she couldn't even finish college...I'm gonna send her something to make her happier! I'm really tired, but that doesn't stop me from posting...

I wonder if I'll get kicked out of school? I hope not...but I'll be homeschooled like my bro was when he had chronic fatigue...

And to JDBDPSX_Kimeron: I seriously think that you honestly love your brother, but you can't admit it. That's what I always get mad about...I put up with 5 siblings, not 1. So why not treat your brother like you should? Like you love him?

to blue: Yea, my mom's trying to schedule an appointment for today...

to Dizzy: Suicide...yes...I remember around 3rd grade...I felt like I wanted to kill myself...but it got worse to the point where I would find myself with my hands around my neck....I can control it now....I don't want suicide...

puni puni~
 
You know, I have a friend- Jarax (he likes pokemon too), and he has depression. He is 17 and he says, he is the worst person ever. he says, he is evil, weak, his life is a nothing. Sometimes he says about suicide too. I remember, 2 month ago he had a bigger row with his parents and he really wanted kill hiself. I was very nervous and scared. At 2.00 am I woke up and I had to check e-mails from him.
I wanna help him somehow, but I have no idea.

About suicide... sorry, it is the stupidest thing ever. I don`t know, why so many young people think about it. I`m glad, you don`t wanna lose your life, MB. Honestly, you are fit, young and all life is waiting for you.
 
I wonder if I'll get kicked out of school?
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You got one messed up school district if they kick you out for being depressed. =/

And meds should help you out some. Though they can be a pain to remember to take. x_X
 
Yup, they put me on meds...and they stuck me with a needle...for a blood test. And I nearly passed out. Then, we went to baskin31robins and I got a triple scoop of cookies n creme....and now...I just woke up. Oh, they might diagnose me cause I have peely hands..It's a skin thing called PANDA. Oh, yes...I forgot. My temperature is like 95F....it's rediculus.

puni puni~
 
Missingno Baby said:
Yup, they put me on meds...and they stuck me with a needle...for a blood test. And I nearly passed out. Then, we went to baskin31robins and I got a triple scoop of cookies n creme....and now...I just woke up. Oh, they might diagnose me cause I have peely hands..It's a skin thing called PANDA. Oh, yes...I forgot. My temperature is like 95F....it's rediculus.

puni puni~
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95 is normal..O_o I'm at 95 right now. It's good that you got the meds...
 
my cousin have a problem like this some 3 years ago he sucide why dont now but the last time i see him (not in the graveyard) he was mad, angry like he wanted to kill all the family. try to control yourself. remember some good times and try that those good times come again and again forever.
 
I know how you feel. I have a little bit of anxiety at points....Iv'e also been through a lot....but think about the good times and I'm sure youl perk up. you can always PM me if you want to talk to someone okay? ^^

--Eli
 
oh this sucks Missigno Baby
hope u come out of it soon........

I myself once went through depression - was mortally afraid of dying
i was cronic in everything i did
i washed my hands just about a million times for no reason
i had a problem
but then i don't know i kinda came out of it.

Depression is caused by chemical imbalances in the brain and IMO the best cure is medication..........
 
I'm sorry you have depression. That really sucks. Once in a while, I get depression, too and I just hate telling it to everyone. One time, I was just so depressed, I just lock myself inside my room...my parents just kept asking why I did that but I just told them I don't know...heh...I even got scolded for it...

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When I get depressed, I'm very, very prone to writer's block...
 
Missingno Baby said:
I can only cry about my life...and when my mom talked to me tonight because I was crying for no reason whatsoever, we drew a conclusion- I have depression. It's in the family genes...so, now I sit at this lone computer, crying for no reason, watching as my world falls apart right before my eyes....This does NOT mean I won't post at pc...I have had this since 2nd grade we believe. I will post tomorrow- hoping to feel better, for I am in a box I will never escape from...I am trapped in a place I can not leave...I don't feel happy, I am crying right now- no reason, I'm very sad, but I might take art thearopy, that would be fun, I guess...I am being pushed to the limits...it may have something to do with my adult-personality, I need to grow down. My dad pushes me too hard, yelling at me...I don't ever want to make new friends...I can't laugh and play like I could...5 years ago...

puni puni~
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I can relate to you alot Missingno Baby. I really feel for you, and i'm sorry to hear this ;-; Depression/Bi Polar kind of runs in my Family. I'm Bi Polar positive and i get mood swings now and then. I feel depressed on and off. I cry an awful lot, sometimes i feel like crying for no reason, but really it's just my emotions being overwhelmed because i'm often upset. I've been through alot these past 3 years, i got a illness called M.E when i was 9, and couldn't live a normal life anymore. I started to hardly go to school, and i lost most of my friends in the process. My education was half ruined in the process and i tried to have a home tutour. My mom had to look after me an awful lot. The rest of my pre-teen years were ruined because of this illness, and i hate knowing i lost those years. Then i got anxiety problems, and last year i found out i've got an anxiety disorder and could have Bi Polar all though it's not certain.

It makes me feel like a complete wierdo, that nobody would want to be friends with. Because of all this and not going to School properly i don't have any RL friends. I often feel so lonely, and that's why i come on the internet when i'm feeling bad <<;. I've always been a extrovert and a happy person, so i try to still be happy. Although i feel upset inside alot ;_; The best thing you can do is get on some meds for your problem, and they should help you alot. Depression is powered by imbalance of chemicals/hormones in your brain, and some meds can help with that. Try to do as many things that you know you love to do, such as favourite hobbies. Art therapy is good, and if you have pets looking after them or just giving them a cuddle makes me feel better. I go riding ever week, and Animals seem to really cheer me up. I'm really sorry to hear this *hugs* If you ever feel like talking your free to throw a PM my way, i'm always happy to talk.

Hope you feel better.

~Tatt
xxxxx
 
I'm happy to hear that ^^ I hope you stay like that!
 
This doesn't mean I'll be happy forever...HEY~~ WAIT! I COULD ACTUALLY STAND ONE OF MY TEACHERS TODAY!! (see most embarassing moment thread) Wow!
I'll enjoy happiness now...

puni puni~
 
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