Yeah man. I feel for you because I started with PokeMon since I was like seven years old. I had the first cards that came out. I was an elite TCG Tournament player in my town and was one of the best. My mom threw away all of my cards at one point when we moved (all of my cards at that point were 1st edition and would be worth hundreds now). Then later like when I was 12 I started collecting from scratch again, then my mom did the same thing. Threw my cards away. And just recently I started again, a couple of months ago actually. And what I did was bought packs and looked hard to see if there were ANY cards around the house. I found some but I will never find all the cards that I ever owned. Buy a binder, sheets, deck box, protective sleeves, a Tin, a deck, and some new booster packs (4?). And if you can find a local tournament where you can go and win booster packs, or trade with the people there. There is my grain of salt do what you wish with it.