I will commit suicide
one day.
Ive still got a lot to live for at the moment.
I will only commit suicide when I'm 29-39. Thats what i see as old. Im happy with life so i wouldn't care if i died now.
But i have one big fear and thats growing old, one thing i will not do ever.
My motto is
"its my life, i can do what i want with it"
If i want to throw it away i will. Its your life to do what you want with.
I'm a Sort of Buddhist. i believe in the Buddhist beliefs so i shouldn't commit suicide.
but my life
I wanna do a few things before i die though
1)Climb Mt Everest
2)Have a reasonable house
3)Find enlightenment
4)kill some bull crapping bullies.
that's no way to end the book, man... besides,.. do want to cause pain to your loved ones solely because you didn't want to grow old with them. since I can't read the emotion in your statement, I hope you were joking.
and in terms of your list of thingw to do, objective 3) should explain that to you....... if you want to kick bullies, as a word of advice, from experience, don't become to bully of bullies, it makes you no better.
Bulletangel, that's a beautiful thing you're doing, reaching out and whatnot. Each person that is hellped can become another person that helps. I'm on the same boat as you in terms of the hand reaching out.... I never turn down to a friend in need, and don't back out until I've made some progress.
and also, guys, I really like where this thread is going, it's very deep, for the most part, and it's great to see people with the right ideals and moral values. All in all, this is a very touchy, very delicate topic.
I think we all know that in some cultures, suicide was acceptable, and it was a form of redemption, to show religious devotion, or to stand for ones beliefs, but all in all, those cultures did have a value for life.... such a cultural belief did not carry over because the value of a life exceeded the social and religious values once held. see, but unfortunately, a serious tragedy or a disturbing event is what causes people to start to understand the value of each breath we take.
I may value my life more-so than others, but it's mainly because in order to help others, you must first take care of yourself... exactly like the way our Heart functions, the first bits of blood being pumped in its beats go right back to the heart... though that is a biological thing, I thing it turns into a good metaphor, at least in my place.