I blushed slightly, and said "not like I'd know, I've been away from society too long." as my ice serpent immediatly snorted, then gave a short growl, saying the equivelent of "yeah, I'll bet." Once I was in a corner out of his vision, I called the ice snake over, and using the small amount of energy needed to shift what I was reading, shifted to the only section I cared to read. Sad as it sounded, it was called Love & lost, a section where a woman who called herself Aly helped others with thier relationships. Once I was at the section, I read the first letter.
Dear Aly,
I am deeply in love with this guy and he loves me too... at least I thought he did. We have been together for a while, and were happy. Then some time ago, something changed between us.
I'd like to think it was just him, but I changed too. Every time we saw each other, we'd avoid each other like the plauge and sometimes things would get verbally nasty between us.
I thought I hated him. But then he left and now I find that I miss him. I want it to be the way it was, but it can't. A lot of times, when I'm alone, I find myself thinking about him.
I miss his company, his funny way of talking. I miss sitting with him under the stars and knowing who loved me regardless of my appearence. I feel like my whole world has fallen apart. What can I do?
~With nothing but a wilted flower
I sighed slightly, feeling quite a bit of pity toward her. But my attention on the letter didn't last long, as I shifted my attention to the responce.
Dear Wilted Flower,
I'm sorry to hear of your troubles. It sounds to me like you don't know wether you're coming or going with this guy. Sometimes, bad things happen which make even the best of us forget what we once had. Perhaps this is the case with your ex...
You should go back to square one and win each other's trust. You two stopped communicating. With that said, do the opposite: TALK! You need to go find him and tell him exactly how you feel.
In this case, take up a militarialistic approach. Be straight and up front If he tries to puch you back, be covert, not sneaky. Always wondering what could ahve been is far worse then any embarrespemt from rejection. To expect a male to come to you to talk about thier feelings is not real life, ladies. You have to be the strong one. Males are goofy like that. You never know what's bothering someone unless they decide to open up. Sometimes it takes a long time for scars to heal.
~aly
At this, I leaned back into my ice serpent, thinking, both about the letter, and the signature..